I know chase has written a guide for getting over players guilty but in my case I had 2 relationship 1st from cold approach and another from online.
Both girls were clingy kind. Also, they were lower SMV than me looks wise but I don't have experience so getting them was my best shot. Ideally I should have had one night stands and continued pick up but i got into relationships with them.
In case of girl whom I had picked up from cold approach on street I ended up painting our tryst as a destiny and had around 1.5 years of relationship.
It was her best relationships till date. However we ended up broking up because i wanted practice pick up.
I gave her reason of our family not approving marriage. She was very insecure by nature.
Still we talk and I see her sad 7-8 months have passed after we broke up and she has not found a suitable mate yet.
She did not had sex with anyone.
I feel bad about all this but what is eating me up is I had gotten her pregnant 2 times during our relationship and she had to abort both times.
I end up wondering what if she can't have baby anymore or what if in future relationship she ends up discussing and realise how much of asshole I was and despise our relationship.
She still calls me but I am unable to give her time due to career and other girls.
So she has started to become resentful already.
I won't care if she resent me (I don't wont this)
But I want to see her in happy married life with a baby. If she can't get both I won't be able to live without guilt.
Both girls were clingy kind. Also, they were lower SMV than me looks wise but I don't have experience so getting them was my best shot. Ideally I should have had one night stands and continued pick up but i got into relationships with them.
In case of girl whom I had picked up from cold approach on street I ended up painting our tryst as a destiny and had around 1.5 years of relationship.
It was her best relationships till date. However we ended up broking up because i wanted practice pick up.
I gave her reason of our family not approving marriage. She was very insecure by nature.
Still we talk and I see her sad 7-8 months have passed after we broke up and she has not found a suitable mate yet.
She did not had sex with anyone.
I feel bad about all this but what is eating me up is I had gotten her pregnant 2 times during our relationship and she had to abort both times.
I end up wondering what if she can't have baby anymore or what if in future relationship she ends up discussing and realise how much of asshole I was and despise our relationship.
She still calls me but I am unable to give her time due to career and other girls.
So she has started to become resentful already.
I won't care if she resent me (I don't wont this)
But I want to see her in happy married life with a baby. If she can't get both I won't be able to live without guilt.