Balancing Love, Ambition, and Desire: My Journey from Introvert to Seduction Enthusiast

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Hello everyone! Allow me to share my story with you.

I was once a teenager living in Eastern Europe, and my early years were marked by a challenging childhood. I grew up as an introvert, and my social circle remained quite limited. I wasn't particularly popular in school or later during my time at university, often feeling like I was a "beta" in social terms. To add to my struggles, I had a girlfriend who eventually left me, and I found myself sinking into a deep depression for an entire year.

However, during that dark period, I began to ask myself some important questions. It was during this introspective phase that I stumbled upon my first book on the art of seduction. I started interacting with girls, and three months later, I experienced my first successful date. While that initial encounter involved a girl who was already married, I managed to win her heart a few months later on my 18th birthday.

This was undoubtedly a stroke of good fortune, but sadly, we never crossed paths again. Nevertheless, I continued to explore the world of dating in my spare time. I went on several first dates before finally meeting a girl with whom I embarked on a serious and meaningful relationship.

At that point, I decided to stop pursuing other romantic interests and directed all my attention towards her and my academic pursuits. Subsequently, I ventured to work abroad, and she eventually joined me in my new life. We spent two wonderful years together and eventually tied the knot. She was a perfect match for me in many aspects of life, although our intimacy wasn't initially as fulfilling as I'd hoped. However, over time, she became an exceptional lover, deepening our connection further. We've now been happily married for four years and are in the process of relocating from Europe to Canada.

Yet, despite my seemingly content life, I couldn't shake the feeling of incompleteness. I observed many beautiful women who appeared oblivious to my presence. My interests in psychology and philosophy led me to a profound realization: the attention I received from women was a consistent source of vitality and fulfillment for me. With this in mind, I made the decision to delve back into the art of seduction. I see it as an integral part of my future journey, one that I wish to navigate without jeopardizing my loving marriage. My goal is to strike a harmonious balance between these aspects of my life.

I've now been living in Canada for several months, but my English is still a work in progress, and I hold a modest position at work. Yet, I am resolute in my pursuit of knowledge and personal growth, even though I have limited time to spare.

At the age of 29, this story is my own, and I'm determined to continue writing it.

 

[Jan]

Thanks for sharing your story.

Your English is very good (at least written). If your spoken English is equally good or even if it's a bit worse, then it's still good enough for seduction purposes. You should definitely not treat is as something which should block your from success.

Modest position at work is not a problem in seduction. Unless you make it a problem by thinking about it as a problem.

I'm more curious how you are going to handle your existing relationship and seduction. Did you tell your wife about it, are you going to do this?

Btw, probably a better section for these types of post is 'Journals' section. I guess this is more for some Beginers like questions.

 

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Thanks for sharing your story.

Your English is very good (at least written). If your spoken English is equally good or even if it's a bit worse, then it's still good enough for seduction purposes. You should definitely not treat is as something which should block your from success.

Modest position at work is not a problem in seduction. Unless you make it a problem by thinking about it as a problem.

I'm more curious how you are going to handle your existing relationship and seduction. Did you tell your wife about it, are you going to do this?

Btw, probably a better section for these types of post is 'Journals' section. I guess this is more for some Beginers like questions.

My spoken English is actually at the level of CLB 6, that is, I can communicate in simple phrases and understand what my interlocutor is saying, sometimes asking clarifying questions. I wrote this post with the help of a translator.

I do not limit myself by any factors. I have read several books on seduction. I believe that I can get to know a girl without even saying a word (the style of a person who has just been to the dentist). Money is just a resource for me.

I like the GAME because seduction is very natural. Animals do this in different ways, and therefore it is a basic and basic skill that all people should have. This provides our main goal - gene transfer. And the best genes are strong genes that have a high ability to reproduce, which ensures survival.

My wife and I have a high level of trust in our relationship and we give each other some space. I can communicate with women and she with men without excessive jealousy. Of course, without overt flirting. I think that people do not belong to each other completely - they are only life partners and we cannot dig into someone's head. This is my philosophical position.

I didn't tell my wife anything about the game. I still don't know how to do it and I haven't decided if I need to say it at all. Maybe this is a temporary hobby, now I call it small talk and practicing English. I would like to improve my skills and share my experience with other men. There is very little information on this topic in the language of my home country, so I would like to spread the word. Maybe I will create a personal blog or channel in the future. I seem to see this as my mission.