Day 24 of my 363 day challenge go to Mix nightclub downtown.
I'm sooooo in my head, just not prepared for this upbeat environment. James is mingling with some friends and I feel a bit akward just standing there. I wander, TRY to open sets. I feel like the biggest chode. I'm trying to get out of my head by walking through the dance floor maybe I thought some vibe would rub off on me(Not drawing state from within fml). I see a girl look at me Curly HB6(Maybe a 7, she doesn't work out, weighs about 110lbs, but with a slight pooch Have I ever mentioned I find fat repulsive), but I keep walking. I walk back and this time the same girl eye fucks me, so I have to open. I go up pull her in close, start dancing and talking in her ear, dance talk dance talk, my game was tight even though I wasn't in state. actually credit to the first 20 mins of juliens latest video. He said when you know what you act like when you're in state then act like it before even if it's in congruent. She turns around facing me and starts feeding me validation, then grinds on my dick.
Fuck me I got sucked into it again, fucking validation. In my head I'm getting so angry at myself because I hate the validation but I cant seem to walk away. I'm loving the fact this set is going well and my ego is sucking it down like a 4lb leech. Definitely all the WRONG ways to game.
Anyways we grind for a bit and I move her to the patio we talk then she suggests we go dance again. It seems the interaction is starting to fizzle so I say lets meet back. I go walk around look for something to open and don't see shit. Keep wandering still nothing, fuck, I lean on a pole for a bit and start texting, or more reading through my texts from earlier. I make it back and reopen her with body language. This is something I want to work on, less energy powerful eye contact strong kilo, non apologetic. This is how I want to open in the club.
We dance, patio then back to dance. This time tension is through the roof. I can tell she is getting really turned on so I start to heat up my sexy eye contact. Dancing and I am staring into theis girls soul. I start teasing her lips moving in then pulling out. Moving in closer, then pulling out. Then bam she attacks my lips. So funny. She says she couldn't wait anymore, I say it was fun teasing you. It was really though, something else I'm going to work on.
I finally say let's find your friends. She introduces me to the group, It's this guys bday and he is awesome. I really like this guy, and I'm hoping I will run into him. I want him in my social circle. He knows promoting and really is socially in tune. Great eye contact, clear strong voice, he is a natural.
Anyway number close and walk the girls out of the club. My biggest problem is this girl is not hot enough, she is chill, but she doesn't work out and it shows. I will have to figure out the friend zone on this one. I really need to learn how to do this without sending them into auto rejection.
Fast forward to last night. We have been texting back and forth a bit, but I haven't really pursued any meet or anything. She invites me to The Park ultra lounge and I say I might show. I decide to drink with my two friends, not really TRYING to game tonight. We end up at the park later cause my friend suggested it and of course I wasn't going to turn down my almost for sure opportunity.
We get in VIP status and I do a lap, pretty much find her and her friends within 5 minutes. Her and I vibe immediately and I isolate. I tell her that we are going to ditch her friends and go to my place. Zero objection. Eventually she makes her friends take a cab and drives me to my place. I go to the bathroom, come out and commense escalation. No LMR whatsoever, but I cant get my dick that hard. Thanks liquor I remember why I don't want to drink. She did give a great BJ without me even asking, gotta love that shit.
I tell her I already had sex that day which I did twice, that combined with my drunkness ruins my libido. She loves that I'm honest and we pass out. I wake up and bam I get a boner fuck her for about 20 mins and it goes limp again fml. I cant make her cum, but she said she's never came during sex... I told her I will be the one to change this. I end up giving her an orgasm with my had which wasn't hard at all. I know I can make her cum just have to get my dick hard enough and do my thang.
Anyway she cuts out pretty early in the morning, some excuse idk. She has been texting me all day though and wants to go again tonight. I'm debating if I'll meet up with her still cause I'm going out for this guys bday and probably gonna get drunk again... I really dont want to and if I don't I'll have her come over and show her what she's missing. So much for friendzoning hahah also need to set the no relationship frame, I don't think I did that yet oops..
I'm sooooo in my head, just not prepared for this upbeat environment. James is mingling with some friends and I feel a bit akward just standing there. I wander, TRY to open sets. I feel like the biggest chode. I'm trying to get out of my head by walking through the dance floor maybe I thought some vibe would rub off on me(Not drawing state from within fml). I see a girl look at me Curly HB6(Maybe a 7, she doesn't work out, weighs about 110lbs, but with a slight pooch Have I ever mentioned I find fat repulsive), but I keep walking. I walk back and this time the same girl eye fucks me, so I have to open. I go up pull her in close, start dancing and talking in her ear, dance talk dance talk, my game was tight even though I wasn't in state. actually credit to the first 20 mins of juliens latest video. He said when you know what you act like when you're in state then act like it before even if it's in congruent. She turns around facing me and starts feeding me validation, then grinds on my dick.
Fuck me I got sucked into it again, fucking validation. In my head I'm getting so angry at myself because I hate the validation but I cant seem to walk away. I'm loving the fact this set is going well and my ego is sucking it down like a 4lb leech. Definitely all the WRONG ways to game.
Anyways we grind for a bit and I move her to the patio we talk then she suggests we go dance again. It seems the interaction is starting to fizzle so I say lets meet back. I go walk around look for something to open and don't see shit. Keep wandering still nothing, fuck, I lean on a pole for a bit and start texting, or more reading through my texts from earlier. I make it back and reopen her with body language. This is something I want to work on, less energy powerful eye contact strong kilo, non apologetic. This is how I want to open in the club.
We dance, patio then back to dance. This time tension is through the roof. I can tell she is getting really turned on so I start to heat up my sexy eye contact. Dancing and I am staring into theis girls soul. I start teasing her lips moving in then pulling out. Moving in closer, then pulling out. Then bam she attacks my lips. So funny. She says she couldn't wait anymore, I say it was fun teasing you. It was really though, something else I'm going to work on.
I finally say let's find your friends. She introduces me to the group, It's this guys bday and he is awesome. I really like this guy, and I'm hoping I will run into him. I want him in my social circle. He knows promoting and really is socially in tune. Great eye contact, clear strong voice, he is a natural.
Anyway number close and walk the girls out of the club. My biggest problem is this girl is not hot enough, she is chill, but she doesn't work out and it shows. I will have to figure out the friend zone on this one. I really need to learn how to do this without sending them into auto rejection.
Fast forward to last night. We have been texting back and forth a bit, but I haven't really pursued any meet or anything. She invites me to The Park ultra lounge and I say I might show. I decide to drink with my two friends, not really TRYING to game tonight. We end up at the park later cause my friend suggested it and of course I wasn't going to turn down my almost for sure opportunity.
We get in VIP status and I do a lap, pretty much find her and her friends within 5 minutes. Her and I vibe immediately and I isolate. I tell her that we are going to ditch her friends and go to my place. Zero objection. Eventually she makes her friends take a cab and drives me to my place. I go to the bathroom, come out and commense escalation. No LMR whatsoever, but I cant get my dick that hard. Thanks liquor I remember why I don't want to drink. She did give a great BJ without me even asking, gotta love that shit.
I tell her I already had sex that day which I did twice, that combined with my drunkness ruins my libido. She loves that I'm honest and we pass out. I wake up and bam I get a boner fuck her for about 20 mins and it goes limp again fml. I cant make her cum, but she said she's never came during sex... I told her I will be the one to change this. I end up giving her an orgasm with my had which wasn't hard at all. I know I can make her cum just have to get my dick hard enough and do my thang.
Anyway she cuts out pretty early in the morning, some excuse idk. She has been texting me all day though and wants to go again tonight. I'm debating if I'll meet up with her still cause I'm going out for this guys bday and probably gonna get drunk again... I really dont want to and if I don't I'll have her come over and show her what she's missing. So much for friendzoning hahah also need to set the no relationship frame, I don't think I did that yet oops..
