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Another field report with new observation/introspection.
Its sat night and my dear old friend AA isn't going away it's keeping me away from access to pussy. Lost a beautiful girl to it.
On my way to exit spotted a beautiful girl dressed in green came out and had to wait for the rain to stop ( *deep inside yes thank you! Gods of rain I love you *).
She looked super sexy especially when drenched in rain damn......
*a moment of silence *
" Isn't this the xyz mall?" she spoke to me ( yes a sign of interest, there were lots of people but she spoke to me, my inner kid is happy).
" yeah there are two malls that go by the name of xyz".
She had difficulty in English so had to switch to native language
Was guiding her on how to get to other mall. Then this fat ass lady interrupted saying no no this isn't how you go ( totally giving off wrong direction, was it a cock block? I don't know)
( this is the part I fucked I some how lied yeah I am new to this place, and I am kinda new....... So there was a submit of my frame to her (the fat ass lady's frame)).
Next the girl was stranded there on the phone getting an uber
I thought it was done, but her legs were pointed towards me and she was busy on phone
I asked if she needs any help, we had a small talk and told her to follow my lead and she asked her are you from the *town name *. I had to lie, Ohh I was in other place came here after a couple of years I think her bullshit sensors got activated. And she asked are you going back to that place? I said let's see where life leads
Got her a cab and she shook my hand (a sign of indication maybe?) and Said you looked absolutely gorgeous. We parted our ways
Mistakes :-
1) Big problem is why did I lie, I think I need to be more confident and I submitted to that fat ass lady's frame, I think I am lying because I am trying to craft a new idea, need to think how do I present myself in a sexy way using my current identity ( maybe the old storytelling rule show, don't tell)
2) I need to start listening to my gut fast, my gut said this girls needs help but I ignored my gut.
3) I introduced the seduction part at the end which was a stupid move fuck, I am thinking how could the seduction have taken place maybe I should have directly asked for the number ( lets try to break the rules next time I will go in straight for operation " give me your number" , what would you do?).
P. S-I recently posted how I need psycahtrist but I think ladies are the best therapy, like a happy source, I feel on the top of the world, maybe too early to celebrate but hey life's full of struggle let me enjoy this moment.
P. P. S-when a women smiles to some action you make (in a positive way) its beautiful, that's really another feeling.
Its sat night and my dear old friend AA isn't going away it's keeping me away from access to pussy. Lost a beautiful girl to it.
On my way to exit spotted a beautiful girl dressed in green came out and had to wait for the rain to stop ( *deep inside yes thank you! Gods of rain I love you *).
She looked super sexy especially when drenched in rain damn......
*a moment of silence *
" Isn't this the xyz mall?" she spoke to me ( yes a sign of interest, there were lots of people but she spoke to me, my inner kid is happy).
" yeah there are two malls that go by the name of xyz".
She had difficulty in English so had to switch to native language
Was guiding her on how to get to other mall. Then this fat ass lady interrupted saying no no this isn't how you go ( totally giving off wrong direction, was it a cock block? I don't know)
( this is the part I fucked I some how lied yeah I am new to this place, and I am kinda new....... So there was a submit of my frame to her (the fat ass lady's frame)).
Next the girl was stranded there on the phone getting an uber
I thought it was done, but her legs were pointed towards me and she was busy on phone
I asked if she needs any help, we had a small talk and told her to follow my lead and she asked her are you from the *town name *. I had to lie, Ohh I was in other place came here after a couple of years I think her bullshit sensors got activated. And she asked are you going back to that place? I said let's see where life leads
Got her a cab and she shook my hand (a sign of indication maybe?) and Said you looked absolutely gorgeous. We parted our ways
Mistakes :-
1) Big problem is why did I lie, I think I need to be more confident and I submitted to that fat ass lady's frame, I think I am lying because I am trying to craft a new idea, need to think how do I present myself in a sexy way using my current identity ( maybe the old storytelling rule show, don't tell)
2) I need to start listening to my gut fast, my gut said this girls needs help but I ignored my gut.
3) I introduced the seduction part at the end which was a stupid move fuck, I am thinking how could the seduction have taken place maybe I should have directly asked for the number ( lets try to break the rules next time I will go in straight for operation " give me your number" , what would you do?).
P. S-I recently posted how I need psycahtrist but I think ladies are the best therapy, like a happy source, I feel on the top of the world, maybe too early to celebrate but hey life's full of struggle let me enjoy this moment.
P. P. S-when a women smiles to some action you make (in a positive way) its beautiful, that's really another feeling.
