Hi, I'm new. Guess I'll start by making a journal.

[KnownUniverse]

39. Unemployed. Trying put myself out there as often as possible. Heading out tonight and feeling nervous. Had some success here and there over the last year but i struggle with consistency. I would like to consistently feel and behave a certain way but my neurotic brain has me bouncing all over the place--some days im really grounded and full of masculine energy while other times i feel weak and constantly on the backfoot getting ignored and rejected by every woman i open.

Will see how things go...