Now guys this is really over right?
Anyway to get something sort of break-up sex with her?
Or turn things over call?
Freeze. Just freeze. You need a break, clear your head, get away / get out. you are getting needy and that is NOT, I repeat, NOT healthy.
She still exists, dont worry about her losing interest in you.
Just address a part of your own inner issues first, before trying to get her to commit to you.
You can pick it up at a better place than it is left right now if you do it right, but seriously. just chill please. it's going to end quicker if you go down this path. i know you can't see it right now, but we can.