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Forgive me if I engage in a stream- of- conscious; I'm trying to keep on point but I'm really all over the place mentally right now.
First thing's first; if I'd been less checked out about this in the first place, I'm sure I wouldn't be having this issue. This is completely my responsibility. I absolutely need to get myself back on track and this strikes me as something I can no longer ignore - but I'm not sure how to proceed, so I'd like to hear some opinions.
My course of study is completely uninspiring right now. I started two years ago with what I thought was a strong interest in the human mind and science, so I decided to take psychology with biology - long story short, I took a year off due to health issues and spent a year recovering, then working and traveling in the US. Got better, came back.
I'm now taking psychology with finance, and its killing me a little bit inside - I realize no course is all fun and games, but I'm at a point where I'm so checked out I hardly care about my grades (huge problem for me, and its wreaking havoc with my confidence).
I'm realizing that I probably made the decision to stay with a science-related field when I was severely out of touch with myself and just wanted to make a decision. Through a girl I'm dating, I've been reminded how much I enjoy philosophical ideas and reading literature.
Here's my dilemma; I'm already part-way through my second attempt at my first year of university, so there's a pretty severe time, monetary and social penalty to be paid if I decide to try and change course (I'm already a very mature student). What do you guys think? Do I try to find another way to not be checked out? Or might it be worth changing my course of study to something that will more easily hold my interest?
First thing's first; if I'd been less checked out about this in the first place, I'm sure I wouldn't be having this issue. This is completely my responsibility. I absolutely need to get myself back on track and this strikes me as something I can no longer ignore - but I'm not sure how to proceed, so I'd like to hear some opinions.
My course of study is completely uninspiring right now. I started two years ago with what I thought was a strong interest in the human mind and science, so I decided to take psychology with biology - long story short, I took a year off due to health issues and spent a year recovering, then working and traveling in the US. Got better, came back.
I'm now taking psychology with finance, and its killing me a little bit inside - I realize no course is all fun and games, but I'm at a point where I'm so checked out I hardly care about my grades (huge problem for me, and its wreaking havoc with my confidence).
I'm realizing that I probably made the decision to stay with a science-related field when I was severely out of touch with myself and just wanted to make a decision. Through a girl I'm dating, I've been reminded how much I enjoy philosophical ideas and reading literature.
Here's my dilemma; I'm already part-way through my second attempt at my first year of university, so there's a pretty severe time, monetary and social penalty to be paid if I decide to try and change course (I'm already a very mature student). What do you guys think? Do I try to find another way to not be checked out? Or might it be worth changing my course of study to something that will more easily hold my interest?