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- May 20, 2018
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I have for a long time suffered from chronic (mutual) auto rejection problems. It seems to stem from a deep rooted belief that women do not find me attractive which is stronger than any evidence to the contrary (I have literally had girls I am attracted to reach in for a kiss or lead me to the bedroom & nothing has happened). Most often it leads to subtle behaviours that I am not even aware I'm doing that signal to women that I'm not interested, I have only found out later that it has happened if at all & much too late to rectify the situation. For some reason I am able to make things happen if I can convince myself that she just sees me as a provider although even then I have had my dick stop working if something happens that makes me think she isn't just sleeping with me to extract money from me, for the same reason I have also gone into auto reject when girls have offered to split the bill during a date. Writing this it is obvious to me how fucked up this all is & not what I want at all. The only good thing is that a lot of girls see me as a challenge & try to ''conquer' (chase) me, but that is of no use if I always manage to prevent them from succeeding.
