After having dated numerous girls that turned to short- and long term hookups since 2014 I've begun to look more and more for something with potential.
Now I've found one and we've seen each other a lot the last 3 weeks, unlike how I used to only see someone once a week at most.
Bit about me:
I've never been in a relationship. Jerked off to porn multiple times almost every day, even if I had just been with a girl the other day - now I try to lower the ratio and then end it completely. I can cum multiple times during sex and last for hours. I got a steady job (though looking for something else), plenty of money, I do mostly what makes me happy and working towards my larger goals that are still far out in the future but reachable.
About her:
The girl I'm seeing has most the traits I've been looking for: chill, intelligent at most points, plays boardgames, into SM, can take my provocative humor (big point), provocative herself, Got goals, likes her job and colleagues but like me doesn't want to do the same thing all life. She jogs and keeps herself healthy even She is simply the one closest to the traits I've been looking for. On the negative (for me) she has breast implants, short stature, not moaning enough in bed - list goes on, mostly things that probably could be worked on in the bed (I think?).
The issue
So far I have enjoyed my time with her but I haven't been in love at all (and yes I have been in love, though that was betrayed some years back). But also the sex. The first time I came 6 times but now I'm lucky if I can cum twice. Lately I've also begun to crave tall and very fit girls more than I used to. Maybe I don't find her beautiful enough?
So any experienced smart people who've been in these shoes who can give me that magic pill, which isn't viagra?
Should I see a lot of other girls in the meantime or a complete break from her? Or should I try to build further on our meetings? And if the latter, how?
Now I've found one and we've seen each other a lot the last 3 weeks, unlike how I used to only see someone once a week at most.
Bit about me:
I've never been in a relationship. Jerked off to porn multiple times almost every day, even if I had just been with a girl the other day - now I try to lower the ratio and then end it completely. I can cum multiple times during sex and last for hours. I got a steady job (though looking for something else), plenty of money, I do mostly what makes me happy and working towards my larger goals that are still far out in the future but reachable.
About her:
The girl I'm seeing has most the traits I've been looking for: chill, intelligent at most points, plays boardgames, into SM, can take my provocative humor (big point), provocative herself, Got goals, likes her job and colleagues but like me doesn't want to do the same thing all life. She jogs and keeps herself healthy even She is simply the one closest to the traits I've been looking for. On the negative (for me) she has breast implants, short stature, not moaning enough in bed - list goes on, mostly things that probably could be worked on in the bed (I think?).
The issue
So far I have enjoyed my time with her but I haven't been in love at all (and yes I have been in love, though that was betrayed some years back). But also the sex. The first time I came 6 times but now I'm lucky if I can cum twice. Lately I've also begun to crave tall and very fit girls more than I used to. Maybe I don't find her beautiful enough?
So any experienced smart people who've been in these shoes who can give me that magic pill, which isn't viagra?
Should I see a lot of other girls in the meantime or a complete break from her? Or should I try to build further on our meetings? And if the latter, how?
