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I woke up this morning and the first thing that came to mind was my girlfriend. I spent the whole day with her yesterday and I really did enjoy myself. Tho I know how bad it could be having a women stuck in your mind. My girlfriend right now is the only sexual relationship I have as a man. I know this is wrong. This leads to needy behavior and reduces my overall happiness as a man. Sometimes I can't stop thinking about her because my brain knows she's the only person I'm having sexual relations with. As time goes by and she remains the only girl I'm having such relations with, my ability to get other women reduces.
The problem with only having one girl in my life is the chance of me becoming needy towards her. I might be a man with the ability to get bitches, but as more time passes with me being up on only one bitch, no matter how good of a gal she is, I become weaker and weaker. I know this now and for that I will do the best I can to distance myself in a healthy way, emotionally and mentally, from the woman I love until I actually have another girl I'm fucking on the side.
There's no reason for her to have power over my heart and power over my sex line. That's just not right, a man should have more than one bitch at all times to remain happy, healthy, and independent. And the only way to remain independent is by having other people depend on you. My girlfriend knows I'm the best man she's ever gonna get. Therefore she is dependent on me because of her lack of ability to find another quality man like me, both in lover and boyfriend value.
But since I'm too busy to have a side bitch beside my girlfriend, she's my only sex line. And boy is this bad. Because the minute she knows this, she will use it to control me. And the minute she controls me, I'm done. Goodbye relationship, hello weak-ass bitch of a man.
My plan? See her only twice a week, or maybe less or so in order to both save up money for the car and keep relationship power. What will the car provide me with? The following:
- Time ~ Which can be used for many things as it is what life is made out of.
- Better Logistics ~ Can always fuck her in the car plus go anywhere I want.
- More Freedom ~ A car gives me the ability to go wherever I want.
A car will tremendously benefit my life. It will provide me with more time to do more things, whatever those things may be. It will help me with my logistics, the problem I'm having with women at the time, meaning a higher chance of me having more than one partner and strengthening my current relationship by giving me the ability to fuck her more and often.
And my favorite, freedom, the first day I put those keys in the ignition I know what it will mean. I'm in the steering wheel controlling where the car goes, I am, the captain of my ship.
So my two big goals in life right now are my car and graduating. I'm putting around 40 hours a week working towards the car and about 20 hours into graduating. If I can learn how to balance my time and my life to keep run a healthy relationship, get my grades up in order to graduate and work towards my car, I know what I'm doing is what's best for me.
Recently I read the BlackDragonsBlog Rules of Alpha Male 2.0, what a great read, and I have to say it is soo true. What I got out of it is what makes most of my writing today. My two current goals in life are: Graduate Highschool & Get my car. I am working extremely hard towards achieving these two goals, plus I'm working efficiently by balancing my life and making the correct decision that will lead me where I want to go. Therefore, I'm working hard and smart which in turn will bring me massive success over time. The BlackDragon blog made a really clear point to me, and that is that I have to work extremely hard the beginning parts of my adult life in order to sit back and relax when I get older. This is so true as I don't plan to go into any debt whatsoever and work towards my goals in life because I really do have a purpose. A purpose I shall write about in good time. Right now my life consists on working towards my car and graduating. When those goals are met and no longer a dream, but a reality, I shall adopt new ones that will do the same thing my previous goals did before I achieved them, and that is improve my life and taking steps closer reaching my full potential.
The problem with only having one girl in my life is the chance of me becoming needy towards her. I might be a man with the ability to get bitches, but as more time passes with me being up on only one bitch, no matter how good of a gal she is, I become weaker and weaker. I know this now and for that I will do the best I can to distance myself in a healthy way, emotionally and mentally, from the woman I love until I actually have another girl I'm fucking on the side.
There's no reason for her to have power over my heart and power over my sex line. That's just not right, a man should have more than one bitch at all times to remain happy, healthy, and independent. And the only way to remain independent is by having other people depend on you. My girlfriend knows I'm the best man she's ever gonna get. Therefore she is dependent on me because of her lack of ability to find another quality man like me, both in lover and boyfriend value.
But since I'm too busy to have a side bitch beside my girlfriend, she's my only sex line. And boy is this bad. Because the minute she knows this, she will use it to control me. And the minute she controls me, I'm done. Goodbye relationship, hello weak-ass bitch of a man.
My plan? See her only twice a week, or maybe less or so in order to both save up money for the car and keep relationship power. What will the car provide me with? The following:
- Time ~ Which can be used for many things as it is what life is made out of.
- Better Logistics ~ Can always fuck her in the car plus go anywhere I want.
- More Freedom ~ A car gives me the ability to go wherever I want.
A car will tremendously benefit my life. It will provide me with more time to do more things, whatever those things may be. It will help me with my logistics, the problem I'm having with women at the time, meaning a higher chance of me having more than one partner and strengthening my current relationship by giving me the ability to fuck her more and often.
And my favorite, freedom, the first day I put those keys in the ignition I know what it will mean. I'm in the steering wheel controlling where the car goes, I am, the captain of my ship.
So my two big goals in life right now are my car and graduating. I'm putting around 40 hours a week working towards the car and about 20 hours into graduating. If I can learn how to balance my time and my life to keep run a healthy relationship, get my grades up in order to graduate and work towards my car, I know what I'm doing is what's best for me.
Recently I read the BlackDragonsBlog Rules of Alpha Male 2.0, what a great read, and I have to say it is soo true. What I got out of it is what makes most of my writing today. My two current goals in life are: Graduate Highschool & Get my car. I am working extremely hard towards achieving these two goals, plus I'm working efficiently by balancing my life and making the correct decision that will lead me where I want to go. Therefore, I'm working hard and smart which in turn will bring me massive success over time. The BlackDragon blog made a really clear point to me, and that is that I have to work extremely hard the beginning parts of my adult life in order to sit back and relax when I get older. This is so true as I don't plan to go into any debt whatsoever and work towards my goals in life because I really do have a purpose. A purpose I shall write about in good time. Right now my life consists on working towards my car and graduating. When those goals are met and no longer a dream, but a reality, I shall adopt new ones that will do the same thing my previous goals did before I achieved them, and that is improve my life and taking steps closer reaching my full potential.
