Update 2

[readjusting]

Readjusting begins. Let’s go to the gym everyday.

(Interface: Different social circles, different ideas of what is cool, what is not. Don’t mix. Ever)

 

[readjusting]

At the gym today, a girl hovered in front of me. I came and say hi, she was pretty receptive.

But the last time when a girl screamed sexual harassment, it scared the hell out of me.
With my current fundamentals, yellow light or red light girls are considered very bad. But clear green light girls are opportunity life gives to me, so I can take it.

 

[readjusting]

Recently a girl told me that her friend told her that I was a sweet guy.
Happened before. Girls in social circle told me so. Girls I approached and brought on dates told me so.
Meaning I lack edge.

But I wondered if edge is something that is gradually increasing with time.
Like my edge is 5%. Like it is something that will increase by 1% each month if I put the work on it.

 

[readjusting]

Girl looked at me near the gym, I looked back at her and smile, she smiled back at me.

Another girl looked at me, but that was the “looking for fight” eye contact. I briefly gave her a disdain look, that would defuse the situation.

The first girl was approachable.

 

[readjusting]

At the gym today, I saw a middle age guy trained hard. His muscles weren’f significantly larger than mine.

Make me wonder, what happen if I train my whole life, and my muscles would only be 10% bigger.
So the safe assumption is: I’ll not have muscles. And I’ll have to seduce without it.