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Good evening fellow Seducers,


This will be my journal from now on.. And I want it to be a fucking 666 shades of pussy! It will serve as my guide, tool of refinment, source of motivation and hopefully one day it will be a source of inspiration for someone.

I need to get starting now.. ASAP... I'm already fucking 20 and 21 is closer than it seems. Fuck... Children in 8-9 years..maybe 10. FUCK! 007! Start, NOW!

OH, and my story... it's soo long, interesting and boring, exiting and pornful, dark and colorful. I'll post it in parts, so You guys can give me better feedback by knowing more about me, my wishes, my past, thoughts and behaviour, evironment, etc. <--- Any FREUDIAN FAN out there? ;D
I'll try to produce some FR as soon as the oppurtunity arises, with some luck a LR, we'll see.

Oh.. totally forgot to introduce myself. I'm Bond . . . James Bond. (theme music) :p

That's it for tonight.. going back to my sexy books now

P.S. Arranged my first Tinder date today.. Pussydiving!


Good night fellas,
007
 

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Fuck yeah :) good to hear :) I'm following u now, any plans for cold approach or is it mainly Tinder at this stage?
Cheers, Ray
 

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Mr. Ray!

Thanks for following brother! :D Much advice and correction will be needed on this path and it is more than welcome.
Yeah, being a student at Uni and having a campus and the city for training ground should be fruitful so cold approaching seems like the next step. I made Tinder just for fun like two days ago... but matches keep coming giving me some the opportunity for some amusement in spare time haha

Do you use Tinder? If so, do u know/use any particular approach?


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RDawg is the man when it comes to tinder, he told me he uses a couple of professionally taken photos one of which shows his prowess in the gym (IIRC) and another showing him hanging with the guys. Chase has also written a series of articles on PoF with much the same advice... use the Dawg's opener "hey so it looks like we both have great taste ;)" and (my own advice here) screen them by turning it sexual, or alternatively just push for the number straightaway, never get into long go-nowhere text interactions (even if they are sexy). Do read the articles and/or post your qns in beginner or even PM the Dawg for advice as I did (hope thats okay RDawg!!)
Cheers, Ray
Edit: I'm more of a cold approach junkie, I recommend it :)
 

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Journal entry 1


It has been a fun, hedonistic era..but I've been thinking alot (only for a whole fucking YEAR) about changing some aspects of my lifestyle. I particularly wish to become a master seducer, an agent in the Secret Society and give girls loads of orgasms.

Today I have set myself some bite sized goals before I went to the library to do some work with my roommate.

Namely:
- Chat up 2 people - Done 5 (2 ladies and 3 lads) All good, just wrong equilibrium of sexes haha
- Talk to one new girl - Failed. Chickened out or something.
- Smile to a girl - Done

I've found out that I am a strong 'momentum' guy, which has its upsides and cons... Let me know what you think :D So far I think the goals will get harder and harder (obviously) but I'll try to keep them easy enough to be able to complete them and gain some positive momentum.
Anothe thing I am trying to do this days is to sink my ships..at least some. I have deleted a game that took about an hour per day already. But that's minor. I really want to change people I'm hanging out with as well, ANY SUGGESTIONS? Why? They are all smoking pot. Well, this is when we come to the next and probably the fattest and most resistant ship I've ever tried to sink..WEED. I really, really need to stop smoking. For this age, aspirations and potential, smoking is totally redundant... I realize smoking is ruining me but I'm really bad at quitting it. And I always manage to somehow wittingly rationalise it to myself and say Fuck it and smoke again...(I smoked 3 fatties bombatties tpday for example). I really, really need to stop smoking.
I have also established a routine of going to the library and stop procastrinating with my work. (Black Pearl of ships) Turned out to have been a great choic -there are sooo many piff things.. :D
- Decided to start talking to every living thing. I'm very outcome independent by nature so it should't be very hard.


I know I should totally start cold approach and/or refine my favourite - indirect, but this days I'm really having fun with Tinder (I got it two days ago) so I'd be very grateful for Your thoughts, approach techniques, ideas and opinions about Tinder :D


Tommorow is another day..I must sleep now.


G'night
007
 

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Yo whats up 007. I can tell by the way your write your a cool cat to have on board the forums, so welcome!... butt don't turn into a chode now that I said that! Lol

I'm commenting on your weed issue.

007 said:
I really want to change people I'm hanging out with as well, ANY SUGGESTIONS? Why? They are all smoking pot. Well, this is when we come to the next and probably the fattest and most resistant ship I've ever tried to sink..WEED. I really, really need to stop smoking.
Yeah I dropped my old social circle (who were druggies/borderline alcoholics) to revamp myself 2 years ago and I must say it was difficult but the BEST thing I've ever done... aside from losing my virginity to a trailer trash whore. :)

I simply dropped them flat, they were pissed, called me up and cussed me out and tried to guilt trip me into going back to them but I never did.

As far as quitting weed the only way you'll succeed is if you stop hanging around people that get high, delete all your contacts to buy weed from, and smoke the rest of what you have or flush it. Then you put your focus on other shit (Getting laid??) and don't look back. You might fuck up a couple times (I did) but keep persisting and it'll buff out.

One thing that I do believe is in order before you'll actually go all the way with it is to gain the emotional leverage to do so. Easier said than done. Emotional leverage is a Tony Robbins concept in which he states that "a person won't make the change until the pain of making the change outweighs the all to real pain of staying the same". What's your life going to look like if you don't stop smoking weed compared to what it would look like if you quit?

Either way it's not the end of the world, if you got creative enough you could probably use weed as a motivation source to approach.

For example set a goal to approach 3 new girls and give them each a direct compliment and if you fail to reach your goal you can't get stoned for a week... except you have to actually follow through with your punishment and not rationalize it and wimp out like a bitch.

Just my thoughts, your more than welcome to pick my brain if something struck a chord.

Now lets see some FR's!!

-Rob
 

007

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Bonsoir monsieur Rob,

Thank You for replying brother, advice on how to surpass this stupid addiction will be much needed.
Mr.Rob said:
the only way you'll succeed is if you stop hanging around people that get high, delete all your contacts to buy weed from, and smoke the rest of what you have or flush it. Then you put your focus on other shit (Getting laid??) and don't look back. You might fuck up a couple times (I did) but keep persisting and it'll buff out.

I'm afraid you are right. BUT.. all my friends (95%) from the smartest kid, who's raping King's college in London to the dumbest pothead in my home town smoke and I can't really ditch them all. Hopefully a lot of them (especially the smart ones) are very much like me and would like to stop... so that might be a motivation for me to become a role model, the man of the decision, which they'll all follow. Maybe.. As for the room-mates, idk. they are all massive potheads and I go along very well with them but they are also a huge temptation for me. It might be a good idea though to try and explain them my position and wishes..might even prohibit them from tempting me and all weed-related stuff.

The creativity won't work I'm afraid, I've tried that before and I just cannot condition myself.

Will keep You informed and will definitely keep Robbins' words on my mind!.. I haven't smoked today so that's a good start haha


Salut,
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Journal entry 2


I'm in the library again today doing my work and scanning for ratchets during my breaks.
I did not set any small goals today because I knew I was going to have a lot of work to do.. NOT GOOD, I know. But hey.. born under the lucky star as I am this happened to me an hour ago: A random black girl came to us (me and my room-mate) and told me that her friend is into me and would like to have a date. Nice. Numbers exchanged, everything set, I'm waiting for her text now.

Been thinking a lot about weed and everything. Did not smoke today and might stop gradually. Fuck roommates, fuck peer pressure, fuck environmental triggers, FUCK weed! :D

For the date I have on Thursday I was thinking of taking this black girl in a bar, which is literally 50m from my house. Is that too close? Will it seem planned when I try to pull her home?

I made some mental planning for the date as well (even though it cannot be really planed, I know):

- Saying hello in a witty way, confident walk, posture, sexy voice, half-smile included
- Kiss her on the cheeks and let her hand linger in mine (Chase's technique)
- Lead her all the way, deep dive like a dolphin on the way, coming for the air (some fun) from time to time
- Small investments, Yes ladder, etc.
- Will work on my bantering and teasing but most of all CHASE and SEXUAL FRAMING and TOUCH!!! Any good advice? :D <------- This is (I think) my weakest point, especially KINO
- Be intriguing, mysterious but chilled.. proper body language and all.
- Listen to understand and relate, not to answer and advise!
- Be conscious for the high/hooking point and use some plausible deniability to get her to my room.

She's older than me, writing a dissertation on sex differences in language use. I'm sure I can pull something sexual out of it... any suggestions anyway?

That is it for today. I will try to post some of my 'story' soon and hopefully a LR :D ( This would be my first black girl ever)

Yours truly,
007
 

007

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Double digits by 21.

This is my wish... my birthday is on 24th of February.

I just felt a sudden urge to write this down. (Starting to notice that writing down things really helps me as ideas, wishes and motivations like to fleet away otherwise)

104 days left. Doable? Totally haha :D
 
the right date makes getting her back home a piece of cake

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Props on getting a date setup :)

About the weed issue my advice would be you can and should ditch all friends and roommates that smoke. Sound harsh? Well put it this way. You've met a girl who's really hot and you dig her. You go on 3 dates but no progress. She then invites a friend along on the next date and texts you about it 10min before you arrive. Then a few days later she asks you to go shopping with her. You don't mind cos you enjoy her company and you need to pick up a few things yourself. Do you NEXT her? Yup!!! You're never gonna be a boss in this interaction cos it's more about her needs than yours. Same with pothead friends, they need you as an enabler, they won't be comfortable with your turning over a new leaf and in a moment you're feeling vulnerable they'll bring you back down to your level. Been there... be a boss, take control, think of YOUR needs which are clearly articulated in your posts :) and if u must move, go somewhere with bitchin' logistics :)

Cheers, Ray

PS. Hoping your buddies are also down for quitting is pissing into the wind, what is taught on this site is taking responsibility for your own life, your own attractiveness, living situation, income, musculature, how u spend your time, etc. Laying that responsibility on others to do certain things isn't being a man.
 

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hahahahaah.. When I was trying to find, where to change my signature I found this... A draft for a post, ladies and gentleman, my
unedited should-have-been-first entry.


Hello fellow seducers!

It has been almost one year now since I had joined G.C. forum. But as life turned to be interestingly unpredictable I haven't posted nor viewed the forum for quite a while (more than 6 months).

Let me introduce myself briefly before beginning the fun part of Journal writing. Doing so I hope it will help You, readers, to better understand my backgrounds, level of knowledge and experience so as to provide me as most accurate and efficient advice and feedback as possible.

I'm 19 years old and I aspire to be a unholy seducer, one of the very best. Currently residing in UK (Leicester), I study Psychology with Cognitive Neuroscience and am very interested in human mating game and its history, processes behind interpersonal interaction, art of seduction and basically everything concerning the psychology of love and attraction. Chase's approach has appealed to me from the very beginning of my journey as I felt I could really relate to it and merge with its concepts. Natural game with strong scientific proof and a simpler, lower-effort model of approaching the mastery of The Art it's what I, IMHO, think is the best.

Since I have discovered this wonderful site almost 18 months ago I have already done some (but not too much) work. I have developed very strong fundamentals so than I got from almost zero to regular basis compliments, very strong reactions from women and enormous amount of A.I.'s and even real approaches from women. The game, even though I haven't practised much due to approach anxiety and other stuff, has become much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much easier after this (Guys, It's really a 20%->80% !) the reasons why I abandoned game and the forum in the beginning were that I got my first serious GF only a few weeks after starting reading G.C., we were together for almost 4 months and then parted ways pretty peacefully hah (I didn't have my relationship skills down as I do now).. Then I finally started to work on my game and ended kissing 6 girls in one month after our breakup. This was during the last few weeks of summer 2012 (18y at the time). After this short boost of confidence I started my last year of high school and shortly got into a lot of trouble and stumbled upon some serious personal problems and ended up not honing my game as I wanted to. Luckily enough and with very decent fundamentals at that time I have found a friend with benefits (a bedtime story for another time ;) hah) and set sails for improving my sex life. As I have only had proper, regular sex with one woman by that time (not counting one night stands and non vaginal sex) I took this very seriously


NOTE AFTER YOU READ:

This is a proof of how much time I have been a soulless junkie, a gameless crackhead and how feared approaching (wich I still do.. A LOT). This is what I wrote about a year and a month ago... And what happened after this? U might be wondering why I have never submitted this 473 words... I do to. Fucking Pussy I was..

TO be continued.
 

007

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Journal entry 3


Good evening brothers,

There has been a lot going on this days so I have not had time to post anything.
I have realized that reaching double digits is within my reach...if only I do everything right.
The black Tinderella that I was supposed to meet on last Thursday has cancelled the date 45 mins before it. Her excuse seemed valid but I was not upset at all. I have asked her if she wanted to chill in the evening and she said yes, asking where. I gave her choice: your or mine.. chillin watching a movie cuz I was supposed to be tired after my basketball training. Planning on posting the text for You guys to tell me if I have done well. These days i try to keep my texts as short as possible but I still love some text game haha.

The fucked up thing is that I did not finish my essay cuz I am a lazy cunt and couldn't go neither to my training nor to hers.. . ughh! And even If I could go to hers after I finished (at midnight) I was scared to miss my bus to the airport, which was at 3.30 am. ( I went back home to see my family and my girlfriend) (yes I have a girlfriend back at home haha, that's a story for another time though). I'll take some time and explain my relationship with this amazing girl (girlfriend) in a future post.
Anyway, I have called her, and she seemed happy to reschedule to one of this days.

The mystery girl (her friend approached me in the library and wanted to set up a blind date with me) wants to meet me on Sunday evening as well.. :D hope that goes well. I managed to pursue her friend into sending me her picture. She is kinda hot.. a decent 7.

Another opportunity arises to the South. I'm planning to go to London one of this days to visit a good friend of mine. And there is a high likelihood of me fucking an Irish-Armenian blondie I meet a few weeks ago (I owe you a FR+, only got a HJ) Been long-gaming this girl using some Colt's help: https://www.girlschase.com/content/next- ... -long-game and she is drowning in her wetness.
Love this article cuz I have been doing a less refined thing before. Love it! Thanks Colt!



INTROSPECTION ON SEDUCTION and LIFE

This days I take every opportunity to speak to new people. Men, women, children, elderly.. Everyone. I force myself to ask questions, try to deep dive... basically Improve my communication. My wish is to become an expert verbal seducer since I have got pretty solid fundamentals and my non-verbals are deadly when I pull them right. Guys, let me share how I got better at them. Simple: I have gone to another country (I study in England now). Even though I am more or less fluid in English I had to focus on my non-verbals to gain attraction since my verbal game was D-E-A-D at this point. Note that pulling off intelligent conclusions and jokes, summarising, asking powerful questions, being witty, intriguing and peculiar in your wording is a lot harder when You don't speak in your native tongue and even more so in 1on1 interactions with a hot chick.
This days I get a lot of initial attraction and AOI's.. I guess the 2 black girls that wanted my number this last week are some kind of evidence for that.

Shit...I really need to start approaching though.

About the weed: nothing has gone anywhere. Still where I was A week Ago. HAVE TO STOP and START APPROACHING

Have to stop writing this journal tired from now one to improve consistency and wholeness.

Get Your dick some gelato.


Yours truly,
007
 

007

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After quite a while, I decided to started my JournalJourney again. This time am going to be consistent because I know how beneficial it will be for my life.

Quick update for myself and You:


- weed situation is much, much better (under control)

- I recently broke up after a 2.5 years long-distance, long-term relationship that was an open-hybrid type of relationship

- my social skill level has hit the roof, I can now make friends with anyone anywhere, strike up conversations from nothing and enchant people (thanks GC :D )

. I have fucked 12 girls so far but after breakup girls seem to just be begging for cock so my goal is to fuck 10 more by the end of this academic year... I know this is a realistic goal as I can now smoothly get girls in my bed (have had 2 in a row recently but couldn't have sex because of the emotional distress from breakup) and I have kind of an 40%Anatman reputation on the campus and it's starting to get dirtier, nastier, kinkier and more amazing!

- I started meditation, which is one of the most important and beneficial thing I have started in my life!


That's it for now. See you soon :)

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007

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Basic time management, writing a to-do list every day before going to sleep or early in the morning --> the not-even-20% that gives me more than 80% of results!!! SOO GOOD... I have been doing it for a more than a month now and it has made such an impact on my life that is unbelievable.

Also, meditation effect seem to have already kicked in: I make harder but more beneficial choices easier, delaying gratification in way easier, focus has improved and my general happiness levels (normally quite high) have now hit the roof.. honestly, at moments I catch myself smiling for nothing and I feel like a saint :p

Going to a birthday party tomorrow.. I will try to socialize all day, get the momentum going and hopefully do some magic... it's been time now.

I want to at some point discuss my breakup with You guys.. I feel like this relationship has been one of the most important and beautiful things in my life. Don't get me wrong, I am not needy or remorseful, I let it go and I am happy to have learned so much from it but I feel like If I discuss it here with You there is a good 5-10% more that I could squeeze out of it. Soo... I will write something in the upcoming days..feelings, thoughts and lessons learned from it and I would love for You to help me get something out of it.

I wish You all the best in this festive days :D

007

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007

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Okaaaaay.... BIG, BIG decision in front of me.

Basically, I still have to write about my ex gf but the situation is following:

It's only been about a few weeks since we relatively mutually decided that it'd be better to broke up. I'm studying in England whereas she is back home (Slovenia). WE hadn't had toooo many problems maintaining this hybrid/semi-open long distance relationship but the thing is at the end of the day it was too hard and too painful, frustrating and dangerous for us as we are both quite caring,cuddly and devoted creatures.... when we are together. When we are not, not being able to be like this causes the frustration and pain.

SO.. we are still in kind of a good, friendly relationship, keeping in contact and we were talking just today and it started going from normal shit to severe sexting very soon. Then she insisted that I have to come to Slovenia for at least a few days so that we can satiate our sexual desires and screw our brains out. When I was turned on, I impulsively agreed but reflecting back on it..I don't think It would be a good decision. Emotionally I'm not clean yet and as far as I know she has been on at least one date with another guy whereas I have fucked 2 girls since but haven't really processed my feelings and I think love for her is still persisting in my heart.

The thing is we haven't really broken up for any of the conventional reasons, such as cheating, boredom, sexual boredom, arguing, etc. but it was more of a rational decision not to continue the relationship the way we did (semi-open type of thing) because we cared to much for each other to cause any more pain.

It's a though one and I don't really have time but I believe this decision will make me stronger in any way.
Just to list the classic pros and cons.

PROS:
+ I would get to see my family and friends
+ Life is way cheaper back home
+ I miss falling asleep with someone you love...you know, post-coital cuddling, loving kisses and all that jazz
+ Sex is absolutely amazing
+ Only her (so far) can perfectly satiate my foot fetish (and this deprivation has been killing me here in England)

CONS:
- I lose time to study for my exams in early January
- Spend money on going home
- Interrupt my routine of gym and library
- Might be potentially devastating emotionally and mentally


I really don't know... but I will meditate on it and reflect upon some other stuff and make the right decision, no doubt.

Is it an addiction type of relapse? or is it a good thing to do (love is still creeping in)?



Other

My life has been extremely good lately. Gym routine is been stable for as long as I can remember, I'm eating healthy, meditating every day without fail for a week now and I can already 'see' clearly, weed is completely under control ( I get way less temptation and craves, I smoke maybe a joint or two per week, which is considerably better than 3+ per day)

Seduction-wise things are brilliant.. I have a date after NY with a French beauty, another French vixen invited me to cook something with here for Christmas, one sexy English ginger girl, who's currently in China wants me to anally abuse her and cum on her face (she said that to me before leaving) then there's this half Chinese girl that I have been playing around and I know that she wants to swallow me as well and on the side of all this, I have another French girl, which I fucked a few times after my breakup and is always there for me (she's a bit inexperienced cuz she's only just turned 19 but I will train her)....

I feel like I can pull every time I go out now. The levels of confidence are high (although I'm still scared to death of cold approaching), fundamentals are on point, thanks to GC, which I have been reading since 2011 and my social skills have skyrocketed in this last year of Uni... Yep, LAST fucking year... I feel a slight sense of urgency, hence my goal to fuck at least 10 more girls.



That's it for today.. I really think writing down this things has helped me clear my mind. Please do comment on anything You think is relevant or whatever, I'd be delighted.

Peace,
007


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Bonjour tout le monde!

I feel like this is going to be a big one...Very self-reflective and quite possibly a bit confusing for You because the thing I will talk about have happened in a short amount of time and I haven't written about them.

So...

I was supposed to go home for about 10 days. I decided not to go for 2 main reasons.

REASON NUMBER 1:
The time and energy I would have spent at home to digest all the Christmas food, smoke weed and go out with my long-time-no see friends is better invested in studying for my exams and keeping my gym and meditation routine going here. Especially in meditation's case I am not so strong right now..have skipped 2 days after 5 days in a row and I can already feel the negative effects. I also don't want to change my environment to too much comfortable (home) and I don't want to lose to much time travelling (that's 2 days lost).


REASON NUMBER 2:
OK... This is some deep shit I went through in my battle to conquer my mind and get rid of the EGO...

2 days ago I have been talking to my EX girlfriend about coming home and all.She organised nearly everything for my return but I had had a strong feeling I had to see what the situation is first. I felt like It would be a good think to think about it more thoroughly since the whole thing seemed a bit impulsive when looked from distance. I wanted to ask myself the right questions.

So we have this light conversation... I mention my struggles with my Ego and that I don't think it should be sane to come and do all this Boyfriend-Girlfriend thing again and blablabla..

(it has been a month since we broke up)

I admit to her that I cannot really stand the notion that she had sex with anyone in the mean time and so I ask her to tell me the truth. She respects me so she asks me If I really wanted to know. I say yes. So I go on and ask her all this unsettling questions.. Kind of self-torturing but I believe it actually released me from her even more.

I get all the painful truth from my questions. I won't go into detail but basically:
- she went out on (multiple) dates with 5 people
- she kissed with 3 of them
- had sex with 2 of them (3 times with one, 2 times with the other)
- one of them was kind of bad and she didn't really cum with him... sucked his cock and swallowed, he got her off with fingers.
- the other one was a playboy.. trained in sex, who she had.. quote on quote: "extremely good" sex with. She made her cum orally, anally and during vaginal sex (not without her touching her clit)

THIS ABSOLUTELY SMASHED THE REMAINDERS OF MY EGO.... I felt relieved and dead at the same time. Kind of like a Phoenix in between death and rebirth.

Imagine someone you loved... telling you all this things. Imagining how someone was filling her ass in. haha... so much going on in my head and heart. Total decomposition of Love and some grave processing trying to kick in.

BUT You know what?
I let it all be..I let it all go. I went for truth and I'm glad I did.. It was kind of like an experiment... a hard lesson for my letting go of the EGO mission. But in the end... It felt good.

Yes... I Fucked 2 girls after my breakup as well (it was soo bad)... Yes I have got dates scheduled for after NY... Yes I could have done anal as well with this girls and all... but it still pissed me off that she has had a better time and sex than me... That she moved on faster that I could ever have imagined... That she swallowed someone else's cum and that her ass got penetrated by some small dick.

But this was all part of the letting go process... Once I realized why and what am I pissed off about It Disappeared. Null... I can distance myself from it now and see it as it is without getting any feelings of anger, sadness or regret. It's just how it is. The unchanging truth that is there for me. I can either accept it and let go. OR refuse it and create neurosis.

So i let go. :)

I am moving one with full power now. Fresh, beautiful Phoenix.. more colorful and wise that before, more powerful and enlightened than ever.

Thank You for this experience.

So yeah... To sum it up. This Second reason is that I moved on. I feel free of my Ego (in this situation at this time) and I don't feel like going home and have sex with her and fulfilling my foot fetish would be beneficial for my growth.


WHAT do YOU think?


Yours truly,
007


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Hey Mr. Bond!

This journal is awesome! I'm definitely going to steal an idea or two such as setting goals for the next day the night before and consistently hitting the gym ;)

You mention meditation letting your emotions skyrocket to new heights, I already feel pretty Gucci on a day to day basis but i'd love to know how you get started with meditation. I looked up 'Guided Mediation' on youtube and it came up with a bunch of 'sleep paralysis' hocus-pocus stuff - is that what I should be gunning for?

You mention you're chilling in Leicester, by chance studying at Loughborough Uni? ^^

Until next time 007 <-- (always wanted to say that!)

Rob
 

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Mr. Bond,

You told her about your conquest and then she told you hers. Hers are probably made up or at leasted embellished. She couldn't let you out do her. It sounds like she knew just how to hit you where it hurt. Assume you have the upper hand and approach on.

SGent
 

007

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Hey Mr. Rob! :)

Hey Mr. Bond!

This journal is awesome! I'm definitely going to steal an idea or two such as setting goals for the next day the night before and consistently hitting the gym ;)

You mention meditation letting your emotions skyrocket to new heights, I already feel pretty Gucci on a day to day basis but i'd love to know how you get started with meditation. I looked up 'Guided Mediation' on youtube and it came up with a bunch of 'sleep paralysis' hocus-pocus stuff - is that what I should be gunning for?

You mention you're chilling in Leicester, by chance studying at Loughborough Uni? ^^

Until next time 007 <-- (always wanted to say that!)

Rob

I'm glad You like it brother.
There are many things that goal setting and meditation have in common. They both take a brief amount of time to do and they are both basic so-to-say methods of self-development. That does not mean they are easy to do (meditation takes focus and will, goal setting.. not so much), in fact they are very easy NOT to do... that's way usually people don't do them. But on the other hand, like many basic (take fundamentals in seduction for example) they are extremely effective and important.

I'd say You haven't looked good enough ;) but look at this guy's video.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wirV265ZYSw

In short I would say that if You can sit still, in a comfortable position, with Your limbs and body relaxed, Your mind still and focused on Your breathing (learn how to breathe properly, with your diaphragm and all) allowing the thoughts to flow through your mind without giving them attention, letting them pass and remain focused on nothing and control Your breath at the same time, then You are meditating. Do this for 20 minutes per day initially (but obviously feel free to do more or more sessions), do it consistently and possibly have a very short mantra focused on YOU (kind of like an affirmation, like: "I am focused" or "Release" (by Brendon Burchard)). VEEERY SIMPLE, EXTREMELY BENEFICIAL but requires some effort and consistency.

The best way for me to describe it is... Have You ever been in a kitchen cooking and the fan (the one above the knob) has been going on since the beginning? And You got used to that noise so that You don't even hear it anymore, let alone that it would bother You.... And then You are done and You switch it off and You are like: "aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh... blessed, divine silence, I forgot how nice and quiet it was before."

It's the same with meditation... if You get the metaphor :p
+ it helps You maintain the positive cycle aka It is easier to stick to Your daily goals, You are less likely to take bad decisions, reasoning is clearer, mind more at peace, thoughts less cloudy and chaotic, You feel the happiness within not looking for external reasons, You become less outcome dependent and emotionally stable... sooo many benefits brother !! :D


I go to the university of Leicester... What about You? Are You Loughborough ??


And Bonsoir Gentelman!

Mr. Bond,

You told her about your conquest and then she told you hers. Hers are probably made up or at leasted embellished. She couldn't let you out do her. It sounds like she knew just how to hit you where it hurt. Assume you have the upper hand and approach on.

SGent

Thanks 4 Your view my friend. :)

I forgot to mention that she told me this before she knew anything about my conquest.. I wanted to know everything, so I asked her because I know, she knows I am a student of the art.

She still respects and loves me (her words) so she asked me several times If I really wanted to know the truth. I saw the potential to learn if I could overcome the pain so i said: "Yes, please.. and don't avoid details..."

And then after I have thoroughly questioned her and learned a lot of how I could improve (especially cunnilingus and foreplay (yeah I'm an animal sometimes...don't warm the pussy up enough)).. only then she got to know my part.

If anything, she tuned it down, trust me brother, I know her. I am not saying that many girls would not do that and if we were to generalize, You would have probably been right. But not her... (and I'm not pedestalizing, I know all the little mind-tricks and biases).

But it's ok.. I have let it go. I wish to be more like this guy in terms of sexual technique because hating him would make me weaker and more stupid and I embrace the truth of the event as it is, because resisting could never make me stronger and better.

I really think meditation has been a huge part of this. Thanks again to GC and everyone, who helped me realize how Important meditation was.

And Sophisticated Gent... Thanks for taking Your time to reply :) maybe You can give me an updated opinion now that You know more?




Stay wet from pussyjuice!

007



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqwGy6ux80Q
 
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