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Bete Noire

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Ahaha you were correct! I didn't really look to hard - the meditation video linked is great though! Will try it out tonight :) That cheeky analogy is great, just cooked a lil' steak and got that exact 'aahhh silence' feeling xD Yeah I'm in around Loughborough, hoping to get into the Uni next year! Thanks for the advice Mr. Bond and Bonsoirr!
 

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Hi brothers and sisters (if there is any on this forum),

I have been feeling very strange lately... It's like a mixed feelings that go from kinda depressed to happy. Manic depression? I doubt it... because meditation helps immensely and only when I do not feel at peace does this sad feeling creep in... I guess the breakup is still on my mind somehow because I still get pictures in my mind of how my Ex is getting fucked in the ass and that's usually when I lose control and get those bad feelings.


Also a reminder that I need to write a post about consciousness... I've been planing it a long time and I want to write down my ideas that stem from the fields I study in University and as a hobby, such as neuroscience, psychology, philosophy, artificial intelligence and robotics.

It might be today or tomorrow...

Until then, good luck!

007


This song cover is absolutely beautiful beyond the human definition of beauty.
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Hola Amigos!

Haven't posted in a while... not really what my goal was. I intended to make journaling my habit but with everything else (with the exception of gym) I have a hard time sticking to it...

Ah well... things have been improving with a nice rate these days and here I am again so I guess it's not too bad. Nonetheless, THIS IS MY PROMISE:

I WILL POST SOMETHING IN THE JOURNAL EVERY DAY FROM NOW ON BECAUSE JOURNALING HELPS TO CLEAR MY MIND, CRYSTALLIZE MY THOUGHTS AND VIEW THINGS FROM A FRESH PERSPECTIVE.


An update about my feelings:

These 4 or 5 days have been good. I really feel like my life has a clearer trajectory, my plans have become more detailed and my vision is clearer.

Regarding the post-breakup feelings? There are barely any left... I still catch myself thinking about my Ex having sex with others from time to time but so be it I'm sure it will fade slowly. I hope she's having a great time. :)

After not meditating for 3 days I restarted yesterday and I just cannot believe that I ever stopped... It's so good.

A QUESTION FOR YOU: Is it normal that You swing from extra productive to super-lazy? - because I still struggle with it. For example the 3 days I haven't meditated, I smoked loads of weed, watched 4 Marvel-hero movies and ate a shitload of food... I was also learning about quantum physics and computing and self-development but other that that I could not make myself study for exams nor meditate. Weird.... And I noticed that this swings are quite a regular thing for me. BUT... I do feel like I have them more in control now. Meditation, when consistent, will definitely help me + not smoking weed works wonders. They used to last from 5 days to 2 weeks now they last from 2-5 days and decreasing.. :D

This is it for today..

I will post the essay on consciousness for You to give me some feedback one of this days :D


So long, seducers!


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Good morning everyone! :D

I now realized that I have already fucked up my vow of posting every day.... and that sucks. On the other hand, yesterday was such a beautiful day that I cannot blame myself for forgetting too much hehe.. A French friend of mine (might fuck her one day cuz she's getting better and better looking) cooked a nice dinner together had some really nice conversations about life, girls, music and psychology and then we made some absolutely marvelous brownies. :)

This academic year I made 2 really, really good female friends, both French, 1 of which I fucked at the beginning, while I was still in relationship with my GF and one of them is the girl mentioned above. I also made 3 other good female friends. GREAT!

I sincerely (not trying to brag) think that I have honed the skill of developing close connections/friendships with girls to a quite high level.. It might be because one of my first close friends ever was a girl and later on, from back home (I study in the UK but am from Slovenia) I have 2 female best friends, who are truly my BFFs and another one that was formerly my FWB but we stayed really close and maintain a good, intimate friendly relationship. Also, I study psychology and was always interested in female psychology, on which I have read many, many books and peer-reviewed articles + stuff from GC (which is the most scientifically backed up seduction stuff ever guys!!! Brilliant) so that might have helped as well.

Now.... I want to turn this knowledge around so as to help me get laid more. How to do it? I have yet to plan and think of it.


So far I know this stuff:
MY PROS:
- I am very socially savvy when/If I want to (this skill comes from from being class president, basketball captain, working on the radio and on many social events, working in hotel and camp animation, having had speeches and led campaigns, 9 years of playing piano and concerting and living on my own since I was 15)
- People say I look attractive (my body is not too bad.. I'm 6'2, 192 lbs, about 10% fat and have a Mediterranean olive skin/tan. I go to the gym 4-6 times per week and have 4 basketball trainings, I try to eat as healthy as possible and my mom's a hairdresser hahahaha + I have really gotten down my fundamentals thanks to GC)
- I have (at least this year) quite a lot of friends, especially female and a lot of people know and respect me (kind of, because of being the main guy in the 1st team for bball) soo... preselection?

MY CONS:
- WEED (it's going muuuuuuuuch, much better now. I only smoke like once per week and I plan to completely stop in 2016 (with big parties exceptions). This really lowers my testosterone levels and puts me in a vegetating/chilling state and I become introverted, shy and non-sociable.)
- I am kind of bad with touch (really not much to explain here... I feel kind of awkward so girls probably feel it too)
- Coming from the one above, I am really bad at escalating (Chase even wrote an article 'for me' about 3 years ago (notice how bad my English was haha): https://www.girlschase.com/content/how-k ... kissed-her) I CANNOT BELIEVE IT'S STILL MY MAIN PROBLEM... WHAT A MORON I AM!
- My Environment is counter-productive (my flatmates are social suckers, potheads and really really boring and shallow people that don't want to go out and If they do, they go clubbing, which is really my least-preferred venue for Pickup.)
- I'm still a bit insecure and needy from time to time (I think it is a post-relationship problem TBH.. I broke up from a 2.5 years relationship about 1.5 month ago.)
- I AM SCARED TO HELL OF COLD APPROACH and I keep making up excuses not to do it, including online dating, social circle hook-ups and relying on girls approaching me and luck.


That's about it..

Do you have any good advice on how to improve with this things?

I have noticed that MEDITATION has really helped me focus more on getting rid of my weaknesses and improving my strengths. Moreover, I think some some things are correlated like weed and environment and some are inversely correlated, like weed and not doing cold approach.

Please, let me know what You think, any advice, comment and tip will be highly appreciated!


I will try to make 2016 my Fucking Year and destroy this cons and turn myself into a fucking 007, like I am supposed to. :D


See You everyone after NY! Stay brave, disciplined and happy :D

007


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Bete Noire

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Hola Amigo!

In response to your last post, I have those same lazy days sometimes! I literally mong out on my bed and play league of legends whilst the little voice goes, 'Circular motion and particle physics is waittinnggg for youuu!' Since this cheeky meditation it's been way easier to focus though - thanks for settin' me up ^^

I have the same problem as yourself in regards to the latest post, escalation to me is like kryptonite to Superman! I tend to feel this 'performance anxiety' and the only way to break it is to just roll with my caveman-like instincts that my forefathers gave me ;)

Yo I did my first cold approach though in Budapest, I think you saw in my journal - if you genuinely want to do it, and that how you get suave as fuck like 007, then just go say 'Hi' at first. Try people at bus stops and in cafe's just chilling - they are literally waiting for Mr. SmoothMoves to step on in!

Hope you have a decent NY's!
 

007

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Hola Bossman :D

Woww particle physic and other complicated stuff :p I suppose You study physics? It became my new love <3 Having good fundamentals in physics I have recently (last 6months) been looking into quantum mechanics and stuff. I believe there's future in it... soo much to do with it but it's kind of complicated and not as intuitive as classic physics. Maybe we can have a chat sometime about it, if You'd be up for it.

Well actually, this is Your instinct.. to not do anything and to freeze and back off. It came from ages ago, when it was dangerous to hit on the wrong woman because it could get you killed.. So in fact You want to override this instincts. You meant right though probably... just push trough the anxiety and do so as many times as possible and You will re-program Your mind.

Yeah I saw it, good work G :)
Fuck it... I will actually try it today. Who knows, maybe I can squeeze a last cheeky lay into 2015 ;) After this last months I am soooo strengthened inside that it could actually work.

You too brother, ave a good NY's eve! 7

007
 
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Happy New Year brotheeers!!


This year started off good!

I woke up with 2 girls in my bed.. one Chinese, one from Ghana.

Unfortunately, I have to disappoint You all .... I have not fucked any ;/

One of them is my good friend (Let's call her G for Ghana) and the other one....

The other one (C) is a beautiful girl.. I'd rate her a good 8.2/10 overall. Lovely ass, long legs, decent tits and a nice face with beautiful suck-able lips.
I actually went on a date with her yesterday and then I persuaded her to go out with us for NY (our plans kind of collapsed the day before so I needed some more people to go out with us).

Brief description of the date:

I cannot be fucked to explain the long story of how I set up the date but it was pretty simple as I knew she liked me (we vaguely knew each other from before). SO.. we meet in the library cafeteria and I have already bought 2 green teas, one for each, because they were closing up just before she showed up (I was there 20mins early to get comfy and finish some stuff on my laptop). That's a bit of investment from me, I know but I risked it, since it was cheap and she did not see me doing the effort.

She shows up a bit late, I notice her before she notices me so I turn my head back to my laptop pretending I did not see her so she has to look at me first, come to me and say hi. She sits next to me on the sofa, which is good as there was another sofa across the table but she chose my side even though the sofas are quite small. GOOD!

I deep dive a bit, then go onto some more light topics. She's a cheerleader as well so I told her to tell me some 'spicy stories' haha. She fills me in with some gossip and then I dive deep even more. I steered the conversation towards relationships and we exchange our experiences and I successfully convey that I'm not serious and want to just have fun (fuck as much as possible, no strings attached).

Somewhere in-between deep and light talk I start persuading her to come out. She's hesitant at first as she is studying medicine and has got one of the biggest exams on Tuesday (in 5 days) but I work my magic so at the end she gives me a sly smile and the almost-confirming "Maybe, I'll think about it" (yeah right girl... "I'll text You the address for predrinks", I told her haha)

The date went quite well. She's quite smart, open-minded, good sense of humor, ambitious and she smiles a lot, which I like. :)


NY's EVE

We meet at G's house and it's just the 3 of us... We're supposed to go to this bar, where a French friend of mine works. She invited me and told me to bring along people if I wanted.

Long story short...
We had loads of fun, had a few drinks, some more convo and I managed to work on my touch a bit.. still not as good as I wanted and at one point I playfully touched C's neck and she got creeped out (apparently she hates when her neck is touched).

We change bars at around 1.30pm, have another shot in the next one and then she (C) wants to go home so she can wake up early and study for the exam. It was kind of boring there so I talked her into staying in McDonalds with us and then we'll all leave together. We walk back and we all have conversations about sex and I open them both up a bit and it was funfun :=)

Next thing we know, we are almost at the point where we have to go separate ways. Then my fucking G friend G comes in and proposes a movie at mine. What a fucking G hahah
C is hesitant at first but easily gives up with some persistence.

We're at mine.. I put a movie on in the living room. (my flatmates were high as fuck upstairs listening to music at 3pm so it was quite loud and not ideal for escalation + I was extra tired) Me and her sit on one sofa together while G takes the other sofa for herself.

Next thing I know, I wake up on C's shoulder a hour and a half later... hahahah I fell asleep for the whole movie and kind cuddled up into her and she did not seem to dislike it. Goody Good!

G feels a bit sick from the Absinthe we had so I told her she can go and rest in my room. She goes.

THE MOMENT OF TRUTH... me and C remain alone in the living room. Upstairs flatmates are quiet, probably sleeping. The thing is.. I'm tired beyond belief and talk myself out of escalating :/
WE cuddle up on the sofa and we fall asleep spooning. :p We change positions multiple times haha and always end up very entangled almost kind of when you sleep with your GF (if u know what I mean)
I think I could have gone at least for a kiss on multiple occasions but it didn't seem like a productive thing to do when we were both half asleep so I said fuck it.
In the morning we join G in my bed upon my request (the sofa is really fucking uncomfortable for 2) and there I am... sleeping with 3 girls.

We sleep till about 10.30 and then chat and joke around until 12 in my bed. Then I tell them to go cuz I was hungry and we group hug and they leave...


memaemarnisentonrpwjeajr iqpn21j31'4j2itn !!!!!! I was ANGRY at myself but at the same time I was calm because I know this girl really really likes me and there will be another chance.

The thing is that after all investment she did, she was probably expecting at least something and I let her down, which could lead to potential problems of perception and of other sorts. IDK, we'll see.

Anyways.. I need to catch up on some sleep before I die typing. zzz zzz zzz




Tomorrow is a new day! Thanks to everyone who took time to read and reply and thanks to Chase again for allowing my reality to be better with providing all the amazing material he does (and all the writers of course).

Safe,
007


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007

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Hey hoy!

Today was a productive day :)

I socialized with some girls in the gym, some men in the steam room so that's good.

Honestly... these days I feel healthier than ever. Workout is consistent, meditation still has some leeway but is, let's say, quite consistent, eating is been amazing ( I got a smoothie machine as well so that is a big boost) and mental state is sharper than ever because I don't smoke weed anymore and I do a lot of self-development.

About self-development/self-help or however you like to call it. It is one of the best things, IMHO, one can put time and effort into. It basically supercharges anything you do in life. ANYTHING!
For those of You out there, who are video-game fans (I used to be) think of it as passive skills or traits in Your character. It's kind of like Your MANA and LIFE, or Your ENDURANCE and MENTAL THOUGHNESS, it's soooo fucking good i cannot over-advise it.

I would genuinely advise anyone who's open-minded enough and wants to change his life for the better to do it. Check this guy out. HIm and Brendon Bruchard are my main video sources at the moment but I have also read quite a few books on self-development and GC is also (obviously) an extremely good site for Self-development.

I am very open to any suggestions as well so please comment and share Your tips or recommendations! :D


All good babe, babe!

007


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007

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I forgot to add the link to the Guy (Leo Gura or Actualized) yesterday haha

This is one of my favorite videos from him. Extra long, I know, but VERY interesting !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23aDNBvn_2g


007
 

007

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Good evening gentlemen!

Today was a very productive day. Besides some little things like small procrastinations in the library before studying (GC, FB, music) this is an example of an Ideal day that I should have before exams. Studying, meditating, learning self-improvement, eating healthy and gym. I even invited the Chinese girl (see journal from 2 days ago) to chill after her exam tomorrow and she happily said yes. I am going to make this my first LR! Mark my words.

Love,
007

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Hola Amigos Casanovas!

I know I keep posting this videos all over the boards so I just want to make sure that I'm not at all trying to advertise this guy's channel but I genuinely think his videos are extremely valuable. On my path of self-discovery I have found his deep-layered videos very insightful and inspiring. Like everything else though (take GC 4 example) the stuff You watch can only help you a limited amount unless You do the exercises and go out and apply this knowledge to real life.

So from now on I will either try to write more on how I applied this material in my life so as to help you or post the videos itself or sometimes if I have time even both.

Special thanks to MrCharming, who inspired me to add more value to the society. Thank You Mister!


I watched this video and did the exercise and I was like "WOOOW"...and I am already not that bad in terms of self-development but this gave me a whole new outlook.

LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK1EqqHIOqw

Do not let the tittle scare You...
I could not resist and read some comments and people.. and oh my.. Some did not at all get the intended (or at least what I think was intended) message of video. Some of them were saying that thinking of death makes them neurotic and that one should not think of death and regret at any point in his life, let alone at end of his life, etc.

I don't think (IMHO) that Leo wanted to convey that or scare us. What I feel he wanted to achieve was to contemplate our existence and the real value of our life and he used Death and the singularity of life (Big debate..afterlife/heaven/etc; You are very welcome to comment) to try to make us think of the way we are living.

Are we small-minded in this short existence? Are we happy doing what we do? Is a Ferrari/Money/Success/Fame a small-minded goal in life or not? Is helping the society grow and evolve a big-minded goal or maybe not? .... And so on.

Some people went into very narrow-minded debates on how You don't really die, how one should not be thinking about death, how death is better than life, how life makes no sense at all (sort of Nihilistic approach) and so on and so on.

It even made me think If what I do here --> write things down, break down stuff and think on paper - is what I am happy doing and I came to a conclusion that YES, this is aligned to my values and what I want to do in life.

But I say, go on.. watch the video on Your own... Do the exercise if You really want to get the very best out of it and comment. I would love to hear Your answers and thoughts about it.



If you promise not to copy (joking haha, feel free if You find it true to Yourself) I will post the questions from the exercise and my answers:


1. WHAT WOULD I MISS THE MOST ABOUT LIFE?
- Love, intimate connections, warmth of two (or more) loving bodies joined in a worry-free position of happiness (Am I talking about cuddling? haha).
- The experience of being conscious; being able to perceive and contemplate about all the little beautiful things that make up the world around us (scenes from nature, moments of joy, instances of deep connection, a music concert or even just a pleasurable harmony, ice-cream, etc...list goes to infinity).
- The ability to Understand, Unravel the mysteries and eternal truths of life and universe that are there regardless of our biases.

2. WHAT DO I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS LIFE?
- As many intimate, deep, loving connections with living or non-living beings, be it humans, animals, plants or a fucking stone. :p
- Self discovery and higher-states of being. (Trough contemplating life, real-life experiences, meditation, lucid dreaming, ...)
- Live (and die) happy, knowing that my deeds carry a positive energy; satisfaction that my impact on the world has moved all Beings closer together and helped progressed towards a more unified but also diverse, loving, positive state of being; to contribute positively to the shared consciousness of the Universe (I think this will sooner or later be confirmed as spirituality and science move closer towards each other).

3. WHAT IS REALLY WORTH DOING?
- Everything listed above is worth doing.
- Everything and anything that makes me and the world around me happier is worth doing.
- Spreading what me and one of my best friends call 'The Light' (its basically all the positive, enlightening stuff listed above, moving towards the truth and happiness free of EGO and 'Darkness' or mind (dark force from Star Wars haha)). ---> Call me LUCIFER if You want ;)

4. WHAT IS NOT WORTH DOING?
- Spreading negative vibes/energy; anything that leads towards 'Darkness'; anything not listed above
- All the things that do not help me and the world progress (kind of repeating myself now..)



So... this are the questions and those were my answers.

What are YOURS?

Would You add any more questions? If yes, what?

Leo actually ask You to ask Yourself 2 more questions at the end of the video (the exercise is kind of in the middle, You'll see in the video):

(5.) HOW AM I BEING SMALL-MINDED IN THIS LIFE?

(6.) HOW CAN I REORGANIZE MY LIFE AROUND THE FACT THAT MY LIFE IS SINGULAR AND WILL SOON (not actually, but in the time perspective of the Universe) BE OVER?


POWERFUL QUESTIONS IF YOU ASK ME


He then asks You to do this little thought experiment/exercise every day for 7 days (I don't think it really matters for how long but 7 days seems good..more seems better)

Ask Yourself every day in the morning: "IF I WAS MORE CONSCIOUS ABOUT LIFE AND DEATH I WOULD ___________ ". And think of 10 things that You would do.

Like: have more sex, have better relationships, whatever... :D


That's it :D Would love to hear from You people!


Peace and Love,
007
 

007

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Bonsoir Gentlepeople!


This one's gonna be a short one..

Talking to my best friend over skype (he's from Slovenia too) I realized that I have to Capitalize on this opportunities that I get here in England.

SO I am stating my goals for until the end of this year:

- FUCK 10 MORE GIRLS

- FUCK A BLACK, AN INDIAN, A CHINESE AND A DIFFERENT ASIAN (ANY OTHER) GIRL

- HAVE A THREESOME (ONE WITH A BROTHER AND ONE WITH 2 GIRLS)

- HAVE 3 FWB IN THIS 5 MONTHS THAT ARE LEFT (GOT 1 FOR NOW)

- AT LEAST ONE OF THE FWB WILL BE TRAINED (BY ME OF COURSE) TO SATISFY MY FOOT FETISH

- FUCK IN THE LIBRARY, IN A LECTURE HALL, IN A HOUSE PARTY AND OUTDOORS (I HAVEN'T YET HERE IN ENGLAND..ALTHOUGH THIS WILL BE HARD CUZ IT'S ALWAYS FUCKING RAINING HAHAH)

- FUCK NEW GIRLS IN ONE DAY


haaaaaa! Let's see how many I goals I can tick off ;)


Soo long brothers,
007


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Bete Noire

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Oi oi Mr. Bond,

You better not be givin' up yet ;)

Let me know what goals you've accomplished so far!

Meditation has personally been such a Gucci lifestyle choice so thanks for gettin' me started :D

- Rob
 
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