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What's up guys,
Here's a summary of my last week and just a general update on me. Due to various reasons I did not have the opportunity to game during my easter holiday.
Tuesday - FU
Few of my high school boys we're back for our break and wanted to go out one last time before they had to leave town. The night was rather uneventful until me and my bro Goodguy decided to ditch the other homies and head to my usual favourite bar, "Passenger". Goodguy is genuinely a very nice guy, but somehow he pulls a lot of girls as well. Haven't figured him out just quite yet. Standing at the bar ordering a couple of beers I chat up this girl next to me who happens to be out with her sister. Me and Goodguy meet them at their table. I was more attracted to the younger sister so I switch. We're having a good time while Goodguy chats up big sis. We talk, we dance and I lead while we're just having fun. Something is off though. Another dude starts to chat her up as well and now I'm competing for her, which I don't like (sets up a chasy frame). I start talking to some other girls and just have fun on my own. After a while I do the sneaky thing and suggest to the elder one that the four of us should have an after party at my place. She quickly agrees and with the bigger sister's approval, the younger one follows as well.
Before we head to my place we get some food which takes forever and the momentum fades. Suddenly the bros that we ditched show up and the younger sister chats them up. One of our bros comes to talk to me and I tell him what my gameplan is. Then he says this: "You know she lives with her boyfriend, right?" Well no for fucks sake, did not know that. And while I could have maybe pulled this off, it made sense because she did not seem that attracted to me... I'm sitting talking to Goodguy and big sis and they find out that they live in the same building together, soo random. Lil sis lives far away and is staying at big sis' place. When lil sis comes to sit with us again, big sis explicitly says: You can sleep in my bed tonight, cause I'm sleeping in his". After she said that all I could think of was why the fuck did I decide to switch girls. I tell them I'm tired and should head home. They want me to join them to their place, but I politely decline. Did not have the energy to try to seduce an attached girl. So home I went.
While sitting on my bed analyzing the night in my head, something the elder sister said really really got to me:
"You screwed up, but you worked hard so don't think too much about it"
It felt like she viewed me as this lame little jester. Just a sad loser trying to get laid but failing miserably. I broke down crying, questioning why things never seem to go my way. After a couple of minutes just letting go of all the bad victim emotions, I decided that changes must be done. After reviewing my progress the past year I ultimately came to the conlusion that I don't want it bad enough (or rather, my sexual urges aren't strong enough). The one measure I decided to implement that night was cutting out masturbation and porn completely. At that time I hadn't masturbated or watched any porn for two weeks, but apparently my sex drive is still not high enough. I also felt that I've been slacking on my fundamentals lately so I needed to brush up on that as well.
Thursday - FR++
I got my new hair cut on wednesday. My usual hair dresser was not working and her replacement was not very skilled, but the end result worked out. My hairstyle, facial hair and fashion is very similar to this guy now (although my beard is lighter and not as impressive. I'm also brown and don't rock leather pants):
On thursday a great female friend of mine (let's call her Ellie) had her birthday party (basically a pre game before hitting the bars). She is also the girlfriend of my roommate Mr. Moustache. I facebook stalk some of the girls that are going to the pregame and I find Ellie's cute roomate. At the party I chat the roomate up and she seems interested. However I find out that she's not going out because she's working early tomorrow. I tell her after a while it was nice meeting her, but I should probably mingle with the people who are actually going out. Nothing too eventful happens during our night out until I meet a ex colleauge while walking home. She was standing outside a bar with her friend. I was pretty drunk so I don't remember what I told her, all I know is that I took her arm and just lead her to my apartment. This girl has always liked me a lot, but I've never been very attracted to her. In my drunken horniness (and after my mental breakdown on tuesday) I've must have decided that I was going to fuck this girl.
I pour some wine and put on some music back at my place. She says she's hungry so we make some food. While making food I manhandle kiss her. She says I'm bad or something like that back. After we eat and make out on the couch I lead her to my bedroom. I lay her down on the bed while we're making out. After a minute I slowly try to pull up her shirt just a little bit and do the same with mine so I can press my belly upon hers. But before I can do this she pulls down her shirt. We continue to make out. I'm aggressive and horny. I try to rub her pussy over her pants but she again swats my hand away. She then tells me we're not having sex. I'm getting annoyed and ask her if she's not enjoying herself, why is she here. She then tells me it's so good to finally be able to kiss me, but she wanted to have sex another time. I tell her that if we're not having sex now, we're never ever having sex. We make out a couple of minutes more and I try one last time to further the escalation by putting my hand inside her pants, but she whines and resists, again. My escalation was very aggressive due to my drunk and horny state, but I don't regret how I handled things. She eventually leaves and I pass out. When I wake up the next day I realize why she refused my advances (or what I'm assuming anyway). Her feelings towards me were too great to risk a one night stand. She wanted a boyfriend.
Friday - FU
Ellie comes over to our place to cook dinner with Mr. Moustache. She tells me her roomate thinks I'm hot (win). Will defintely grab her number next time I see her. A good friend of mine (also an ex-colleauge) text me says he's heading out tonight and asks me to join him. Well, why not?
Our night is very chill, we drink a few beers and play some pool with some of his friends. They're all 3-5 years older than me and are all shocked when I tell them I'm 21. We hit a few bars and just drink and talk. Eventually Chris has to take the bus home around 2 am. I decide to hit up Passenger to dance and maybe approach a few girls. The dancefloor is packed, but mostly just guys pushing and shoving, ugh. I decide to get a rum n coke and have to get my wallet. It's in my jacket which I put in a booth where a group of 4-5 girls are now sitting. One of the girls are sitting on my jacket, a beautiful asian looking girl wearing this super cute skirt. I tell her to get my wallet and ask her to watch my jacket. When i come back with my drink she and a few other of the girls are gone from the booth, so I sit down. There's one guy with teh girls and I chat him up. He's kinda aloof and not in party mode, but opens up to me eventually. He tells me he only knows two of the girls and is hoping to bang one of them he's hooked up with before. I fistbump the dude and tell him I hope he taps that.
The girls come back and I tell the beautiful asian I love her cute skirt. I get her name (let's call her Hannah) and she tells me she's half vietnamese and half norwegian before a few of the girls drag her on the dancefloor. The girl who I assume is her best friend does not join them however. She's also asian looking (turned out she was philipino, let's call her Anya), not as pretty but very nice big tits. I ask her why she's not dancing with her friends. She answers she's about to and grabs my hand and leads me on to the dancefloor. We dance for about 5 minutes, just having fun. I'm letting my vibe just take over and I can see the sexy half asian eyeing us. Hannah starts gravitating towards us and after a while I just grab her and pull her into me. I'm dancing with both girls now, but I feel a lot more chemistry with Hannah as we're eye fucking each other and I can see she's trying to show me how she moves.
I lead them off the dancefloor and start deep diving. I'm pretty sure both of them were attracted to me as they were both qualifying themselves. But I had this whole other connection with Hannah. I should have spent more time just talking to her. I ask them if they wanna keep partying. Anya says she wants to go home, but Hannah is not sure. I tell her we should hit up this food joint around the corner. The lights turn on in the bar and we head out. Anya is talking to Hannah and I think she convinces Hannah to head home, wtf. Probably jealous. They both tell me they're going out the next day. I then fuck up big time and give them both my number instead of the other way around. Dunno what I was thinking here. I hug them both good bye and head home. As expected they never text me on saturday.
Saturday - FR+
Mr. Moustache and I head to a hip hop concert. The concert ends at 1.30 am and Mr Moustache heads home. I end up at Passenger as always. I approach this sexy short girl who seems intrigued by my vibe (feel like my new cut has really helped my style) but the interaction goes nowhere. I then spot a girl I met at a crazy college party about a year ago (this is about the time I had just found about GC. Let's call the girl for Zoey). We made out quite a bit back then, but as usual I fucked up and did not manage to pull her home. I approach Zoey and her girlfriend and we play the "hey don't I know you?" game, while I'm pretty sure we both remember perfectly fine. I don't say much. For the most part I just let my non-verbals speak for themselves (eye-fucking and sexy smiles). Thirsty guys try to burst our bubble, but the girls brush them off real quick making me feel pretty awesome. This also happened the night before. Hannah and Anya would have guys hitting on them, but totally ignore them and only talk to me. Zoey then invites me to an after party at their place. I grab her hand and lead her out of the bar. She then leads me back to her place. Her friend is walking behind us and is on the phone talking to the other roomates and planning the after party.
At their place I'm chilling on the sofa while the two girls start to find various alcohol and snacks. While her friend is in the bathroom, Zoey asks what I'd like to drink. "You" I tell her. She laughs and answers the question logically (I'm not a drink). I then reply "So you're desert?" she smiles and avoids the question by giving me some baileys. While she puts the cup next to me, I grab her and give her a quick kiss before her friend gets out of the bathroom. I'm kinda sensing she is very worried about her social rep. The two other roomies then show up with a bunch of people, mostly guys. On of the other roomies know me (she used to hook up with my roomie GQ back in the day) and thinks I'm awesome, so we take a few snaps and send them to GQ. Most of the after party I'm just sitting there with Zoey while I caress her back. We don't talk much during the after party, but Zoey still only had eyes for me, which was very comforting. She leaves the couch a few times to talk to other people and I just start talking to others as well (adn show her I'm perfectly fine socializing by myself). But she always came back to me.
They were four girls living in the apartment. The one roomie I know (lets call her roomie 1) brought her fuck buddy who was a very cool, but sweet guy. One of the girls (roomie 2) had brought a guy she really liked and the other roomies were trying to help her hook up with him. Zoey had me, while one girl was left (roomie 3). Suddenly that girl dissapears. Zoey tells me she's hanging out with this weird guy who's always texting her, but they never hook up. Same story this time as well. When roomie 3 comes back I ask her if she really likes this guy. She tells me actually no, he's just always around and texting her. I tell her that she should stop answering his texts then, because maybe he thinks he might have a shot. She agrees and tells Zoey she thinks I'm a cool guy. However, every time Zoey would leave the couch this random guy would start jammering my ear off on how I should just fuck Zoey right now, make up some excuse to get invited to her room or something similar. "If he was me he would be fucking her right now" and stuff like that. While he was annoying and did not look like some guy who fucks a lot of girls, he was right (always move fast). It's also starting to get late...
Roomie 1 tells Zoey she's heading over to fuckbuddy's place. They're trying to get everyone else out. Before they leave I ask the fuckbuddy what I should do with Zoey(since he seems like a natural and knows the girls). He tells me Zoey is little bit of a prude so I should be patient and wait until everyone else is gone. Finally everyone leaves and me, Zoey and roomie 3 are on the couch. Roomie 3 leaves after a few minutes. It's around 5 am. I'm tired, she's tired and she also for some reason HAS to be up in 2 hours. Fuck.
She starts asking me if I live close by (which I do). I answer vaguely and start to deep dive her. At this point I decide that I'm not going to try to escalate, but rather just build a strong connection so I can take her on a date and fuck her then. We're tangled into each other and we have an amazing conversation for about 1 hour. I let the conversation die from time to time, stare deep into her eyes to build tension - then kiss her ever so lightly, pull back a few inches and make her work for more kisses. She's giggling and loving every second, but after one hour she says I have to leave since she has to get up soon. I tell her I wanna see her again, give her some suggestions of things to do (watch a movie, meet up for a couple of drinks etc) and ask if she has any plans next week. She says she's going to be busy studying and she doesn't know if she wants to see me again cause she's leaving for Canada next semester. I tell her that's fine, I'm not looking for anything serious. She gives me her number and I tell her I'll text. We then kiss a little more before I head out. Sunday afternoon I send her the "save my number" text. She answers warmly 1 hour later. I'll ask her out either tomorrow or wednesday.
So that was last week guys. Any tips on Zoey would be greatly appreciated since I actually like this girl and want her as a fuckbuddy for the rest of the semester. It's also been almost three weeks now since I last masturbated and I'm started to get concerned why I'm not getting hornier than I am right now. I would have thought I'd be having boners 24/7. Would love some advice on how to increase my sex drive.
Keep on grindin guys,
TVKTVK
Here's a summary of my last week and just a general update on me. Due to various reasons I did not have the opportunity to game during my easter holiday.
Tuesday - FU
Few of my high school boys we're back for our break and wanted to go out one last time before they had to leave town. The night was rather uneventful until me and my bro Goodguy decided to ditch the other homies and head to my usual favourite bar, "Passenger". Goodguy is genuinely a very nice guy, but somehow he pulls a lot of girls as well. Haven't figured him out just quite yet. Standing at the bar ordering a couple of beers I chat up this girl next to me who happens to be out with her sister. Me and Goodguy meet them at their table. I was more attracted to the younger sister so I switch. We're having a good time while Goodguy chats up big sis. We talk, we dance and I lead while we're just having fun. Something is off though. Another dude starts to chat her up as well and now I'm competing for her, which I don't like (sets up a chasy frame). I start talking to some other girls and just have fun on my own. After a while I do the sneaky thing and suggest to the elder one that the four of us should have an after party at my place. She quickly agrees and with the bigger sister's approval, the younger one follows as well.
Before we head to my place we get some food which takes forever and the momentum fades. Suddenly the bros that we ditched show up and the younger sister chats them up. One of our bros comes to talk to me and I tell him what my gameplan is. Then he says this: "You know she lives with her boyfriend, right?" Well no for fucks sake, did not know that. And while I could have maybe pulled this off, it made sense because she did not seem that attracted to me... I'm sitting talking to Goodguy and big sis and they find out that they live in the same building together, soo random. Lil sis lives far away and is staying at big sis' place. When lil sis comes to sit with us again, big sis explicitly says: You can sleep in my bed tonight, cause I'm sleeping in his". After she said that all I could think of was why the fuck did I decide to switch girls. I tell them I'm tired and should head home. They want me to join them to their place, but I politely decline. Did not have the energy to try to seduce an attached girl. So home I went.
While sitting on my bed analyzing the night in my head, something the elder sister said really really got to me:
"You screwed up, but you worked hard so don't think too much about it"
It felt like she viewed me as this lame little jester. Just a sad loser trying to get laid but failing miserably. I broke down crying, questioning why things never seem to go my way. After a couple of minutes just letting go of all the bad victim emotions, I decided that changes must be done. After reviewing my progress the past year I ultimately came to the conlusion that I don't want it bad enough (or rather, my sexual urges aren't strong enough). The one measure I decided to implement that night was cutting out masturbation and porn completely. At that time I hadn't masturbated or watched any porn for two weeks, but apparently my sex drive is still not high enough. I also felt that I've been slacking on my fundamentals lately so I needed to brush up on that as well.
Thursday - FR++
I got my new hair cut on wednesday. My usual hair dresser was not working and her replacement was not very skilled, but the end result worked out. My hairstyle, facial hair and fashion is very similar to this guy now (although my beard is lighter and not as impressive. I'm also brown and don't rock leather pants):
On thursday a great female friend of mine (let's call her Ellie) had her birthday party (basically a pre game before hitting the bars). She is also the girlfriend of my roommate Mr. Moustache. I facebook stalk some of the girls that are going to the pregame and I find Ellie's cute roomate. At the party I chat the roomate up and she seems interested. However I find out that she's not going out because she's working early tomorrow. I tell her after a while it was nice meeting her, but I should probably mingle with the people who are actually going out. Nothing too eventful happens during our night out until I meet a ex colleauge while walking home. She was standing outside a bar with her friend. I was pretty drunk so I don't remember what I told her, all I know is that I took her arm and just lead her to my apartment. This girl has always liked me a lot, but I've never been very attracted to her. In my drunken horniness (and after my mental breakdown on tuesday) I've must have decided that I was going to fuck this girl.
I pour some wine and put on some music back at my place. She says she's hungry so we make some food. While making food I manhandle kiss her. She says I'm bad or something like that back. After we eat and make out on the couch I lead her to my bedroom. I lay her down on the bed while we're making out. After a minute I slowly try to pull up her shirt just a little bit and do the same with mine so I can press my belly upon hers. But before I can do this she pulls down her shirt. We continue to make out. I'm aggressive and horny. I try to rub her pussy over her pants but she again swats my hand away. She then tells me we're not having sex. I'm getting annoyed and ask her if she's not enjoying herself, why is she here. She then tells me it's so good to finally be able to kiss me, but she wanted to have sex another time. I tell her that if we're not having sex now, we're never ever having sex. We make out a couple of minutes more and I try one last time to further the escalation by putting my hand inside her pants, but she whines and resists, again. My escalation was very aggressive due to my drunk and horny state, but I don't regret how I handled things. She eventually leaves and I pass out. When I wake up the next day I realize why she refused my advances (or what I'm assuming anyway). Her feelings towards me were too great to risk a one night stand. She wanted a boyfriend.
Friday - FU
Ellie comes over to our place to cook dinner with Mr. Moustache. She tells me her roomate thinks I'm hot (win). Will defintely grab her number next time I see her. A good friend of mine (also an ex-colleauge) text me says he's heading out tonight and asks me to join him. Well, why not?
Our night is very chill, we drink a few beers and play some pool with some of his friends. They're all 3-5 years older than me and are all shocked when I tell them I'm 21. We hit a few bars and just drink and talk. Eventually Chris has to take the bus home around 2 am. I decide to hit up Passenger to dance and maybe approach a few girls. The dancefloor is packed, but mostly just guys pushing and shoving, ugh. I decide to get a rum n coke and have to get my wallet. It's in my jacket which I put in a booth where a group of 4-5 girls are now sitting. One of the girls are sitting on my jacket, a beautiful asian looking girl wearing this super cute skirt. I tell her to get my wallet and ask her to watch my jacket. When i come back with my drink she and a few other of the girls are gone from the booth, so I sit down. There's one guy with teh girls and I chat him up. He's kinda aloof and not in party mode, but opens up to me eventually. He tells me he only knows two of the girls and is hoping to bang one of them he's hooked up with before. I fistbump the dude and tell him I hope he taps that.
The girls come back and I tell the beautiful asian I love her cute skirt. I get her name (let's call her Hannah) and she tells me she's half vietnamese and half norwegian before a few of the girls drag her on the dancefloor. The girl who I assume is her best friend does not join them however. She's also asian looking (turned out she was philipino, let's call her Anya), not as pretty but very nice big tits. I ask her why she's not dancing with her friends. She answers she's about to and grabs my hand and leads me on to the dancefloor. We dance for about 5 minutes, just having fun. I'm letting my vibe just take over and I can see the sexy half asian eyeing us. Hannah starts gravitating towards us and after a while I just grab her and pull her into me. I'm dancing with both girls now, but I feel a lot more chemistry with Hannah as we're eye fucking each other and I can see she's trying to show me how she moves.
I lead them off the dancefloor and start deep diving. I'm pretty sure both of them were attracted to me as they were both qualifying themselves. But I had this whole other connection with Hannah. I should have spent more time just talking to her. I ask them if they wanna keep partying. Anya says she wants to go home, but Hannah is not sure. I tell her we should hit up this food joint around the corner. The lights turn on in the bar and we head out. Anya is talking to Hannah and I think she convinces Hannah to head home, wtf. Probably jealous. They both tell me they're going out the next day. I then fuck up big time and give them both my number instead of the other way around. Dunno what I was thinking here. I hug them both good bye and head home. As expected they never text me on saturday.
Saturday - FR+
Mr. Moustache and I head to a hip hop concert. The concert ends at 1.30 am and Mr Moustache heads home. I end up at Passenger as always. I approach this sexy short girl who seems intrigued by my vibe (feel like my new cut has really helped my style) but the interaction goes nowhere. I then spot a girl I met at a crazy college party about a year ago (this is about the time I had just found about GC. Let's call the girl for Zoey). We made out quite a bit back then, but as usual I fucked up and did not manage to pull her home. I approach Zoey and her girlfriend and we play the "hey don't I know you?" game, while I'm pretty sure we both remember perfectly fine. I don't say much. For the most part I just let my non-verbals speak for themselves (eye-fucking and sexy smiles). Thirsty guys try to burst our bubble, but the girls brush them off real quick making me feel pretty awesome. This also happened the night before. Hannah and Anya would have guys hitting on them, but totally ignore them and only talk to me. Zoey then invites me to an after party at their place. I grab her hand and lead her out of the bar. She then leads me back to her place. Her friend is walking behind us and is on the phone talking to the other roomates and planning the after party.
At their place I'm chilling on the sofa while the two girls start to find various alcohol and snacks. While her friend is in the bathroom, Zoey asks what I'd like to drink. "You" I tell her. She laughs and answers the question logically (I'm not a drink). I then reply "So you're desert?" she smiles and avoids the question by giving me some baileys. While she puts the cup next to me, I grab her and give her a quick kiss before her friend gets out of the bathroom. I'm kinda sensing she is very worried about her social rep. The two other roomies then show up with a bunch of people, mostly guys. On of the other roomies know me (she used to hook up with my roomie GQ back in the day) and thinks I'm awesome, so we take a few snaps and send them to GQ. Most of the after party I'm just sitting there with Zoey while I caress her back. We don't talk much during the after party, but Zoey still only had eyes for me, which was very comforting. She leaves the couch a few times to talk to other people and I just start talking to others as well (adn show her I'm perfectly fine socializing by myself). But she always came back to me.
They were four girls living in the apartment. The one roomie I know (lets call her roomie 1) brought her fuck buddy who was a very cool, but sweet guy. One of the girls (roomie 2) had brought a guy she really liked and the other roomies were trying to help her hook up with him. Zoey had me, while one girl was left (roomie 3). Suddenly that girl dissapears. Zoey tells me she's hanging out with this weird guy who's always texting her, but they never hook up. Same story this time as well. When roomie 3 comes back I ask her if she really likes this guy. She tells me actually no, he's just always around and texting her. I tell her that she should stop answering his texts then, because maybe he thinks he might have a shot. She agrees and tells Zoey she thinks I'm a cool guy. However, every time Zoey would leave the couch this random guy would start jammering my ear off on how I should just fuck Zoey right now, make up some excuse to get invited to her room or something similar. "If he was me he would be fucking her right now" and stuff like that. While he was annoying and did not look like some guy who fucks a lot of girls, he was right (always move fast). It's also starting to get late...
Roomie 1 tells Zoey she's heading over to fuckbuddy's place. They're trying to get everyone else out. Before they leave I ask the fuckbuddy what I should do with Zoey(since he seems like a natural and knows the girls). He tells me Zoey is little bit of a prude so I should be patient and wait until everyone else is gone. Finally everyone leaves and me, Zoey and roomie 3 are on the couch. Roomie 3 leaves after a few minutes. It's around 5 am. I'm tired, she's tired and she also for some reason HAS to be up in 2 hours. Fuck.
She starts asking me if I live close by (which I do). I answer vaguely and start to deep dive her. At this point I decide that I'm not going to try to escalate, but rather just build a strong connection so I can take her on a date and fuck her then. We're tangled into each other and we have an amazing conversation for about 1 hour. I let the conversation die from time to time, stare deep into her eyes to build tension - then kiss her ever so lightly, pull back a few inches and make her work for more kisses. She's giggling and loving every second, but after one hour she says I have to leave since she has to get up soon. I tell her I wanna see her again, give her some suggestions of things to do (watch a movie, meet up for a couple of drinks etc) and ask if she has any plans next week. She says she's going to be busy studying and she doesn't know if she wants to see me again cause she's leaving for Canada next semester. I tell her that's fine, I'm not looking for anything serious. She gives me her number and I tell her I'll text. We then kiss a little more before I head out. Sunday afternoon I send her the "save my number" text. She answers warmly 1 hour later. I'll ask her out either tomorrow or wednesday.
So that was last week guys. Any tips on Zoey would be greatly appreciated since I actually like this girl and want her as a fuckbuddy for the rest of the semester. It's also been almost three weeks now since I last masturbated and I'm started to get concerned why I'm not getting hornier than I am right now. I would have thought I'd be having boners 24/7. Would love some advice on how to increase my sex drive.
Keep on grindin guys,
TVKTVK
