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Here we are again. So I met this girl through a friend. We hit it off incredibly. Then it started careening off the cliff and I didn't salvage it. Were in Chicago for this school conference for a few days (tomorrow last day). So Sunday ended great. But next day I got tongue tied a lot because I have a stutter that comes and goes and it was full blast at times. Speech is the main thing I'm struggling w cuz of this and it is immensely frustrating.
So day 3 (Mon) this otherwise cool dude but a douche to women (he's genuinely a selfish asshole spoiled brat shithead but we laugh about the same shit....he legit treats people like objects, he doesn't want to build, only destroy and use) starts competing. That's fine, fair game. I got some momentum back but I didn't keep if going...I just dropped the ball, I guess I let myself get too psyhed out and chased too much when I should have been flirtatiously aloof without caring how it goes.
I'm sure this has happened to everyone but you ever just drop the ball that you maybe could have hit outta the park if you took a moment to regroup?
But I guess it's always positive- every defeat trains your outcome independence. Plenty of lasses afoot ;P
So day 3 (Mon) this otherwise cool dude but a douche to women (he's genuinely a selfish asshole spoiled brat shithead but we laugh about the same shit....he legit treats people like objects, he doesn't want to build, only destroy and use) starts competing. That's fine, fair game. I got some momentum back but I didn't keep if going...I just dropped the ball, I guess I let myself get too psyhed out and chased too much when I should have been flirtatiously aloof without caring how it goes.
I'm sure this has happened to everyone but you ever just drop the ball that you maybe could have hit outta the park if you took a moment to regroup?
But I guess it's always positive- every defeat trains your outcome independence. Plenty of lasses afoot ;P
