Sorry to hear about your current pain, it sounds difficult to bear.
Is there a hypothetical scenario where this could have worked out? Like if you'd told her to stop talking to Guy B, and forbidden her from visiting India without you?
600 bangs is HSD, this is sex twice per day every day.
Also, I believe Chase has written somewhere that you don't want to let a girl in on how much experience you have with girls (I try to downplay it as much as possible, never tell them how many sexual partners I've had, and may refer to a girl I saw once being like this or like that, but that is it) especially if she is a virgin / has no experience since you will awake in her the desire to, as Will_V said, "spread her sexual wings," or follow suit.
Finally, with respect, you say you became intimate with her like you haven't been with many other girls, yet you admit that you knew she may have been using you to obtain a green card (a side benefit of a potential knot tie with you). Maybe something to think about.
I don't think this would have worked out. I have come to grips that she cheated because it is her nature. If I was stricter about not letting her talk to other guys, either we'd have broken up fast when she didn't comply, or I would have been delaying the inevitable (especially since I was somewhat clueless to her nature).
About the HSD... I am very HSD myself, yet know for a fact I want to have lots of children someday, and understand the importance of having a stable environment for them while they grow up. So this created a conundrum for me. How do I keep myself both satisfied and safe? I knew HSD were dangerous, but MSD and LSD were less compatible. My ex of three years was mid to high sex drive and crazy about me, but even then it bugged me wanting it more than her.
So with my current GF, I thought I had hacked the system. Finally, here was a gorgeous HSD girl that could truly keep up with me, but who I thought I had completely under my thumb per my awesomeness and her history of not even knowing what sex was until age 22 and resisting sex with Guy A and Guy B for all this time. In reality, even if it takes a special person to open Pandora's Box, once it is indeed opened, there is no going back. I know this now.
You're right, I shouldn't have let on as much as I did about my sexual past with her. I've been like a mentor to her throughout our relationship, so it would make sense if this played into her ease of cheating when she has heard about all the other girls who have cheated with me (for the record, I have never cheated, though I have my doubts I could keep that going if I was in a relationship long enough...).
Regarding the green card, I can at least say I was wary of this the entire time and never once felt like she was using me to get one. If you reread what I said about it you'll see I only mentioned it as a potential benefit if I decided to marry her. I read Chase's article about the purpose(s) of marriage in the modern era (
https://www.girlschase.com/article/marriage-worth-doing-anymore-if-youre-man) and came to grips with marriage being something I will probably want to eventually give to a special girl.
Our intimacy was very real. I just thought I had found a wife and mother, when in reality I had found a sensualist like myself who I could mentor and have a lot of fun with. It is a pity I did not see her for what she is sooner.
Anyway, thank you for your kind words and insight.
Sorry for what happened to you bro, honestly, it sucks.
But there a a few red flags in her story that stick out to me.
It seems you projected onto this girl what you wanted to see without properly vetting her, and seeing what really was.
You offered exclusivity based on a set of “sounds good on paper” credentials that in reality don’t protect you from much of anything. Virgin or not she showed traits of indecisiveness and potentially sensational seeking. Also virgins are prone to having sexual awakenings.
Should have kept distance and not wifed her while you were staying with her. And put her through a strict vetting period for a minimum of 3 months, before being so certain about committing with this girl.
Despite what most men say about “traditional foreign women” etc. being newly foreign in a western country requires CAUTION.
Why? she’s likely self selected as sensation seeking/higher in openness and bold AKA far less traditional than the women that opt to stay home.
Also moving from a restrictive culture to a more liberal one tends to open up a woman’s horizons in shocking ways (the amount of newly arrived village girls i’ve seen get buck loose when they hit these shores…fiancé back home and everything).
You picked wrong. You didn’t vet enough. You allowed her on paper credentials to do the work, that your eyes and discernment should have.
She was cycling multiple men when you met her. As you met her so will you lose her..
You’ll heal.
Thank you man. It does suck, but I am doing a lot better now, and am more annoyed with myself and a little disgusted with her rather than totally crushed like I initially was.
I definitely projected preconceived assumptions on her like you said. I was also in a tight spot, having to move out in 45 days and being super broke, and in some ways charmed my way into a better arrangement. Which isn't to say it was all calculated; I very quickly started bonding with her and feeling protective of her.
You are absolutely right about “traditional foreign women” new to a Western country being dangerous. I've fucked a few of these girls but never got too close to one, so I didn't know. I attributed these girls quickly banging me to me being a stud, but you're right about the logistics of moving to a more liberal environment and finding your place in it (kinda like freshman girls in college going wild before settling down a bit by their junior and senior year!). Was a painful lesson, and I wish I had figured it out sooner, but glad I understand these girls better now.
My GF is definitely sensation-seeking. Despite being pretty introverted, she always wants to be doing something in nature. Which was great for me in that it got me out of the apartment and having experiences (and further awakened my own sensation-seeking side, I have definitely caught the travel bug now LOL). But yeah, should have been a yellow or orange flag.
So yeah, I picked wrong. I thought I was finding hacks to get around the dangers of HSD and being truly monogamous indefinitely. Nope. Back to square one. Glad to happened now rather than after I married her or heaven forbid knocked her up.
Still sucks but I am already healing. I fucked the concert girl and am excited to be back on the prowl.
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the repression, again but this is me speculating
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You're right, this was the best case scenario for the hole I had dug myself into! Her sister did me a huge service.
GOOD to know about Indian girls. I had been with one before my GF but she was very Americanized. I had previously done research into this and learned Indians have the lowest average and median lifetime partner counts of any nation, so I let my guard down. Wish I hadn't!
You're probably right that the repression plays into their latent promiscuity, provided they ever place themselves away from their culture that controls them so. Most don't which is why the averages and medians are low.
I think Indian/Middle Eastern girls can be SUPER HOT (likely in part due to my strongest childhood crush being half Indian, who my GF looks like an even hotter version of), though I highly doubt I will ever get serious with one again after reading yours, Chase's, and a few other guys' feedback on them. Which kinda sucks, I was honestly looking forward to making some half-white/half-Indian super-spawn. Mixed guys and girls can reach dizzying heights looks-wise (Gamgee) (LoTR joke, we'll see if anyone gets it).
Thank you for the articles you linked. I read each one and have already started applying them.
Sorry to hear about your situation bro that sucks. I'm glad for you that her sister found out about the whole ordeal and snitched on her otherwise you would have never found out or maybe would've but under more strenuous circumstances. Everyone gave excellent tips about being more rigorous with vetting but here are a few
NUCLEAR red flags I noticed while reading your post op:
- She keeps in contact or close proximity with guys who she has had a thing for. This means exes, past/current crushes etc. This never ends well.
- She has monkey branch swinging tendencies as she was seeing guy A and guy B at the same time. Later on she branch swung to you while she was still with guy B. This is why I was 0% surprised when she then swung from you onto guy C. The fact that she was hooking up and having sex with you while she still had a bf should have triggered a LOUD alarm in your head warning you that shes not LTR material.
- This isn't necessarily a red flag but just highlighting that wild card situations have to be vigorously vetted. In your case the wild card is the cultural difference. In situations like these you have to try and anticipate any issues that might arrive and find a smooth way of vetting it until you are certain that a relationship can work. One quick example of something to vet would be to figure out if her family and friends would have been okay with her being in a relationship with a guy from completely different culture. Imo most wild card situations are not worth it for LTR so I highly recommend avoiding them at all costs.
- This bullet point is not a red flag in her situation because shes coming from a different country but in general I've noticed that chicks that move somewhere far for a "fresh start" tend to be running away from something (usually related to dating) and always blame that particular issue on other people or the environment rather than on themselves. The only reason I bothered to mention this is because its good idea to EXTENSIVELY deep dive chicks who moved to a completely different place for unusual reasons. It usually means that they have a problematic trait that keeps them in toxic situations.
Also I want to re-emphasize what topcat mentioned about how you might've been projecting. It seems like you already had an idea in your head about Indian women being virtuous and perfect and you jumped into the situation with strong confirmation bias. I think that due to your confirmation bias you were unable to see all of the obvious red flags.
Thanks for your kind words. Yes, very glad her sister had the wisdom to intervene. This is ultimately better for everyone in the long run.
Going forward, I am going to have no tolerance for girls who are even loosely in touch with their exes. I don't care if they do it out of fear regarding a future with me. Instant downgrade to MLTR, FB, or ONS depending how busy I am.
Going to watch out for monkey-branching too. It seems like this is the default behavior for girls so I let it slide. But maybe that is my own selection bias. Or maybe it is bad even if it is the default and I was being silly. Don't know and would love anyone else's thoughts on it, but either way I will be more averse to it for serious relationships.
Yes, I should have treated her with more care per her status as a wild card. I focused too much on the potential upside when in reality there were a lot of unknowns for me. Idealism strikes again...
I allowed my confirmation bias, my fears of reconciling finding a worthy future mother with my own desires, and my financial and logistical situation blind me to her red flags.