Last Year of College: CollegeSenior's Journal

[thedude]

Hello gentlemen,

I know its been a while since I posted something. Here is a quick update.


I got laid, though I didn't realize how chubby she was(god damn loose fitting clothes... she sucked dick real good though haha). I had a bunch of other dates that flaked on me so whatever.

I also paid for a mentoring thing with this older dude. He's been teaching be how to be more productive and I expect everything to speed up in the coming months.

And just last night I met this really pretty hondurian(?) girl. I have a date setup with her for Wednesday.

Cheers to your success gentlemen

 

[thedude]

Well the cute latina girl wasn't keen on meeting with me to go downtown alone. She's younger than me, I'm trying to break through that but I don't think it is going to work.

Here is the text convo so far.

Me: Hey Latingirl, it's CollegeSenior. Save my number
HeR: Hey What's your lat name?
ME: Name and don't FB stalk me!
Her: I'm not making any promises

/next day/

Me: Hi Alex, hope you don't have a hangover, I know the punch can be deadly haha
Her: Hey, I'm fine thanks but you're right. The amount of calories it has are deadly
Me: Definitely, I prefer either Guinness or Sangria tbh. How about you?
Her: Honestly I don't have a preference. Any straight vodka will do. But I do like rum.
Me: Ah the liqueurs, always a great choice. Hey, let's meetup sometime, what's your schedule looking like this week?
Her: Sure, and it's alright. I don't have anything going on Wednesday?
Me: How does 4:15 on Wednesday, we'll meet at the Union
HeR: My class ends at 4:15 But I'm down for meeting at the union. Are we just going to get food?
Me: Cool, let's do 4:50 then. We're gonna head Dt, lots of fun stuff to see/do there
Her: Like what?
Me: Coffee shops/hookah bars and more. Sound good :?
Her: Lol theres a very big difference between those two
Me:Well one serves coffee and hookah haha
Her: So which one?
Me: Coffee shop
Her: I don't know if my rommmate would approve of this lol
Me: lol I'll see you Wednesday
Her: Wow lol I was not expecting that. Nah but seriosuly I don't know how I feel about going downtown by myself, with a guy that's a few years older than me, who I just met at a frat party. I meaaaan... can you see where I'm coming from?
Me: I can and your not a little girl. Adults meet one another like this all the time, and it;s not like downtown is a sketchy place, if you don't feel comfortable around me then fine. If you are, then let's go. I'm not your typical "frat bro" too btw...

No response yet.

I need to stop thinking about these girls so god damn much. This girl was really cute and I was looking forward to it and I set myself up for disappointment.

Outcome independance is something I need to work on it.

-CS

 

[thedude]

Just a quick update.

I'm in the process of starting my own internet marketing business. It's so much to take in but I am going for it and I will succeed.

However it is taking up a lot of my time so I will certainly be gaming a lot less and going out less as well.

Perhaps I'll do some quick cold approaches every now and again

CS

 

[thedude]

As I was waiting for the bus today I see this cute girl with huger poofy hair, I could barely see her face haha.

I get her number in the end but what happens later tonight is more important.


I went to a small party that my friend was having, my costume was an assassin/hitman so I wore a nice full suit.

At the party I had a great opportunity with this one girl but I dropped the ball by being lame as fuck

Convo:

This was a bit later into our interactions

Her: DID YOU SEE THAT?DID YOU SEE THAT? (she had just taken a good shot with her toy gun)

I didn't want to be some nice guy cheerleader and say like OH YA THAT WAS FUCKING AWESOME so I did the exact opposite and acted like a douche/lame

Me: Do you always toot your own horn like this?

Her revulsion was palpable, and it all went downhill from there lol

A better thing to have said would be Me: I did, now who are we gonna target next?

The rest of the night was meh, I bumbled some more.

It's frustrating since I am damn good looking, I dress well and have good fundamentals. I just need to make use of the attraction women have for me.

I am fucking tired of being so sporadic, I've layed 6 girls this semester, 2 I would show to my friends, the other 2 were virgins/inexperienced and they suck. The last 2 were just not as attractive as I would like them to be.

My game will skyrocket within the next month, and so will many other aspects of my life.