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I’m an 18 year old who’s been reading here off and on for some years now. For lack of better words i’ve been doing alot of introspection for the past couple of days due to being stuck in the house (sick with flu) in which i’ve battled thought loops some being positive some negative. Girls and seduction have always been a psychological necessity to me and sometimes sub consciously when I’m not getting action or attention from women it hinders my self esteem i’ve noticed. This propelled me at a young age the youngest I remember being 11 years old to learn how to seduce girls in school. I was a very sexual kid. It’s become an obsession so I was curious on whether or not anyone else has this phenomenon where seduction takes a giant chunk of their mental space. I can’t tell if its a good thing or bad thing because I truly do desire to have an inordinate amount of women in my life. I blame this partly on my vanity since my family has always placed a giant deal on my looks and how girls “ have to love me “. Well as we all know looks may open doors but they certainly won’t have women jumping in your lap so that may attribute to my obsession with learning pickup as well. All in all I have to laugh at myself because although my success rate is high I still doubt myself and obsess over learning as much as I can.
Also on a lighter note I return to highschool in person next week and I really really really want to sleep with as many girls as possible before I graduate. Any tips on achieving this? Alot of girls are really attracted to me passively so i’ve heard. Any great game I can use to pile up notches in a short time frame? I’m open to any thoughts and advice.
Also on a lighter note I return to highschool in person next week and I really really really want to sleep with as many girls as possible before I graduate. Any tips on achieving this? Alot of girls are really attracted to me passively so i’ve heard. Any great game I can use to pile up notches in a short time frame? I’m open to any thoughts and advice.