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Thanks for all the input guys.
When @Will_V said that he always carries a spare condom in his wallet, I went to check mine, and realized I’d actually had a condom there all along, just forgot about it when crunch time came with the girl from this report.
Since our first meet two weeks ago, a girl I fucked well last fall but then went MIA has come back into orbit. We’d had only two smash sessions, but I’d made my mark, literally (during the second I’d gotten out the whip and left her buttcheeks purple for days). I saw her in the cheap supermarket next to my studio some time ago, gave her the mesmer eyes, got her number (we’d only used insta to communicate last year), met her for a first “date” where we played chess and merely kissed at the end, and since then she’s simply coming straight to my place for smash.
She’s come back into orbit and is letting me in without protecsh. I’m finishing up inside her mouth and she’s swallowing (she’s not on the pill). She’s prettier than the girl from this report, and hot in a different way (more curvy, albeit firm (no flubber), smaller tits).
They’re different – the girl I’m fucking again has several tats, so is more resistant to pain, and also smokes weed. She apparently started touching herself aged 5. To be fair I also saw my first sex scene in a movie aged about 6 and started groping girls’ titties at that age, and masturbating about age 9, possessing what’s called a narcissistic sexuality.
Whereas the girl from this report, has no tats, and is less sexually confident – she asked me to turn my huge mirror around when she was naked on the bed last time, and wanted me to switch off the lights (very different also to the Greek dancer).
She’s never tried drugs of any kind, and only puked once from alcohol. She comes from a small Catholic town in the south of Europe.
Anyway all this to give you context.
I rock up to the second “date” with the girl from this report having jizzed twice the night before. Whereas I’m not really making an effort to set frames or to connect with her again (I don’t have experience with second or third dates before smash, since I tend to fuck girls on the first date, feeling that everything else is just going through the motions, because everything there was to say has already been said), I’m feeling entitled to her twat, like that she will simply give it to me coz I’m a baller. Of course you can see where this is going.
I take her to a café that serves drinks but also bites that is also very close to my place and this leads her to think it’s a dinner date. She shows up dressed much classier than last time. I also haven’t had time to get out of my work clothes so am still wearing a white button down with my silver cross of Christ necklace visible beneath, amidst my black chest hairs.
We sit down and she orders some food and wine. I get a small glass of wine.
We sit there for 1 hour and 15 minutes approximately and at one point she asks me why I split the bill last time lol. She was trying to set the frame that I should pay. This is a girl that makes more money than me.
I walk her home and can sense, once upstairs, that there will be resistance.
And, woe and betide, there is. Whereas last time she was already drunk (1 cocktail + 1 beer), this time she’s only had a small glass of wine.
She starts saying “We should take it slow” when I pick her up to throw her on the bed.
Then she says “I should go,” which is completely illogical since she tends to go to sleep at midnight and it’s about 9.40 p.m. or so at this point.
On the bed, for about 15/20 minutes, I eventually undress everything above the waist and suck her nipples a bit, also fingering her over pants, and grinding on her, but she then redresses herself and I walk her to the bus stop.
She kisses me on the mouth and wants to meet again “to be continued” she says, and “see you next time” but I’m not sure I want to pursue this.
Part of me knows it’s just an ego bruise that I didn’t get the L (and it was there for the taking) due to unfortunate absentmindedness the first time around. It’s also an ego bruise that she’s running chump game on me at this point (but I mean, if you don’t set the frame, she will. If you don’t game her, she’ll game you).
But also I realize that my whole mindset shifted this time around. I wasn’t really interested in connecting with her because I’d been connecting and fucking (raw) the other girl the night before. This is a bit the same problem Proper is having apparently. Lack of motivation to game.
Also, not sure if buckling to her frame of multiple dates (chump city) won't also mean she’ll make demands like for me to get rid of other girls in exchange for her twat. She’s nice, but I can do better, at least looks-wise, for the sort of investment she seems to want before smash.
A nice “good girl” wants to date me and all I care about is getting my shlong wet with feisty wenches. Am I a lost cause?
When @Will_V said that he always carries a spare condom in his wallet, I went to check mine, and realized I’d actually had a condom there all along, just forgot about it when crunch time came with the girl from this report.
Since our first meet two weeks ago, a girl I fucked well last fall but then went MIA has come back into orbit. We’d had only two smash sessions, but I’d made my mark, literally (during the second I’d gotten out the whip and left her buttcheeks purple for days). I saw her in the cheap supermarket next to my studio some time ago, gave her the mesmer eyes, got her number (we’d only used insta to communicate last year), met her for a first “date” where we played chess and merely kissed at the end, and since then she’s simply coming straight to my place for smash.
She’s come back into orbit and is letting me in without protecsh. I’m finishing up inside her mouth and she’s swallowing (she’s not on the pill). She’s prettier than the girl from this report, and hot in a different way (more curvy, albeit firm (no flubber), smaller tits).
They’re different – the girl I’m fucking again has several tats, so is more resistant to pain, and also smokes weed. She apparently started touching herself aged 5. To be fair I also saw my first sex scene in a movie aged about 6 and started groping girls’ titties at that age, and masturbating about age 9, possessing what’s called a narcissistic sexuality.
Whereas the girl from this report, has no tats, and is less sexually confident – she asked me to turn my huge mirror around when she was naked on the bed last time, and wanted me to switch off the lights (very different also to the Greek dancer).
She’s never tried drugs of any kind, and only puked once from alcohol. She comes from a small Catholic town in the south of Europe.
Anyway all this to give you context.
I rock up to the second “date” with the girl from this report having jizzed twice the night before. Whereas I’m not really making an effort to set frames or to connect with her again (I don’t have experience with second or third dates before smash, since I tend to fuck girls on the first date, feeling that everything else is just going through the motions, because everything there was to say has already been said), I’m feeling entitled to her twat, like that she will simply give it to me coz I’m a baller. Of course you can see where this is going.
I take her to a café that serves drinks but also bites that is also very close to my place and this leads her to think it’s a dinner date. She shows up dressed much classier than last time. I also haven’t had time to get out of my work clothes so am still wearing a white button down with my silver cross of Christ necklace visible beneath, amidst my black chest hairs.
We sit down and she orders some food and wine. I get a small glass of wine.
We sit there for 1 hour and 15 minutes approximately and at one point she asks me why I split the bill last time lol. She was trying to set the frame that I should pay. This is a girl that makes more money than me.
I walk her home and can sense, once upstairs, that there will be resistance.
And, woe and betide, there is. Whereas last time she was already drunk (1 cocktail + 1 beer), this time she’s only had a small glass of wine.
She starts saying “We should take it slow” when I pick her up to throw her on the bed.
Then she says “I should go,” which is completely illogical since she tends to go to sleep at midnight and it’s about 9.40 p.m. or so at this point.
On the bed, for about 15/20 minutes, I eventually undress everything above the waist and suck her nipples a bit, also fingering her over pants, and grinding on her, but she then redresses herself and I walk her to the bus stop.
She kisses me on the mouth and wants to meet again “to be continued” she says, and “see you next time” but I’m not sure I want to pursue this.
Part of me knows it’s just an ego bruise that I didn’t get the L (and it was there for the taking) due to unfortunate absentmindedness the first time around. It’s also an ego bruise that she’s running chump game on me at this point (but I mean, if you don’t set the frame, she will. If you don’t game her, she’ll game you).
But also I realize that my whole mindset shifted this time around. I wasn’t really interested in connecting with her because I’d been connecting and fucking (raw) the other girl the night before. This is a bit the same problem Proper is having apparently. Lack of motivation to game.
Also, not sure if buckling to her frame of multiple dates (chump city) won't also mean she’ll make demands like for me to get rid of other girls in exchange for her twat. She’s nice, but I can do better, at least looks-wise, for the sort of investment she seems to want before smash.
A nice “good girl” wants to date me and all I care about is getting my shlong wet with feisty wenches. Am I a lost cause?
