sex journal

[FAB DRONES]

came so close to pulling this off.

I gave her my hand for the horny handshake, but I got nervous and let goo first. I felt like that ruined it, yet I sensed she wanted the handshake which I almost wasn't gonna do.

Then She seemed to feel doubtful and asked how far it was, was it a studio. I said it was close and it was my parents backyard and failed to sell it. I also should have said, yes, it's my studio and done it indoors. IDK why I said backyard, probably because of the beautiful weather.

When she is saying, that's too far, I'm walking this way, get someone walking the other way, I see a tatoo on her arm, of a handshake... interesting.

 

[FAB DRONES]

I came really close just now with my ideal girls. However, I did my own game on them and it wasn't hooking at all. I need to finish the Newbie Assignment!

 

[FAB DRONES]

I have to go out tomorrow. Got only 4 points today. It was a great time, as usual, but it didn't work.

I have a super hot girl on Instagram responding to me. However, she left me on read. I already double texted her.

I am thinking of my favorite girl, she is the coolest, is beautiful, is hot, is sexy, and is ridiculously talented. But most importantly, she is funny. For the longest time I was annoyed by some of her things, but now I have a better sense of humor and I thought it was so funny and cool what she did the other day (this is a crush). Actually a couple things. So it's a singer, she's not super big, and I went up to her after the one concert of hers I went to, and she held my hand for a second, I said something retarded about her album coming out on 420, and she basically ran away.

I guess I could just go to another show someday. If I claim to be a true fan. i hate going to concerts. I need to start a band. I think I am going to start a band and have her join it. I suppose I could DM her my idea of my band name. I already Dm'd her, like 4 times.

OK, I need to go to bed so I can really get a good early start tomorrow.

 

[FAB DRONES]

cunt

 

[FAB DRONES]

So I have to share what happened. I always dreamed of just walking out my door and bringing a girl home.

I know I can do it. It was so close to happening.

Im going to rehab. Friday evening. Well I fucked up. I fucked up with the weed and the hygiene and this slight rash showed up. But I just have a slight bacterial infection. I am free of STDs. Just went to the doctor.

So anyways, I was walking down the street really close to my house, towards my house, basically the most stupid basic place to think of finding a hot girl as close to my crib as possible.

I see this hot girl with big tits in b&w striped top and light jeans coming the other way. I just tried to stay calm.

I went for the horny handshake. Got nervous.
Then I did it again yesterday. Another one. Bad. It’s from Attractionzilla on YouTube. I don’t like it at all.

Classic, getting fucked over by a little bit of random canned game. I think if you immerse yourself in studying it though, it’s good and you learn from your mistakes.

But anyways, she was like find someone walking that way. Which is an interesting point. I almost did that once. Came up behind her did it over the shoulder. But I had waited way too lang and didn’t approach till she stopped, retrospect I should have done it while she was still walking in the right direction.

I’m thinking, I will try to just make a painting before I go, but a harmless little rash, while having gotten worse right after I fucked up that pull, could go away any minute now.

I really fucked that one up. I’m trying to think if I even had the house to myself though. I think it was just to get the experience of seeing how willing she was to turn around and start walking in my direction, before I got flustered. Then I got really pissed at myself and lost my cool for a bit. Don’t do that. Be cool.