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4/12/20 I'll take it
Had a decent date yesterday. We met at a park and walked around for a bit. Then I was able to convince her to stick around for some food. We went and got drive through, then parked and ate in the car. I tried multiple times to get her home. 'Hey let's get some takeout/drive through and we can eat at my place...' 'Hey I can show you X back at my place...' 'There's this great takeout joint by my place...' She wasn't budging. Not happening. That's why we ate in the car. She also had to get back to her kid so she had a fairly strict time limit. I got her to stay out later than what she originally planned for, but anything late night just wasn't going to happen.
I did a bunch of touching to FINALLY get some reciprocation at the very end of the date. Things definitely moved in the right direction. Just like when texting, she kept warming up little by little. Not just from the touching. You could just see throughout the date as the conversation moved along she was getting more comfortable. For instance, at the start of the date she was fairly quiet and obviously a little nervous. Toward the end she was cracking jokes too, laughing harder, and again, finally started touching back.
Overall, I'll take it. I'm disappointed it didn't lead to any results, but at the same time, it's crazy to say this: This was one of my best first dates. For those of you following my journal, you know dates have been disasters for me. Girls have just never warmed up and I've been trying to figure out why for a year or two. What makes this one of my best first dates ever is that it's one of the very few where the girl was actually warmer at the end of the date. She wasn't stuck in neutral the whole time. She trended in the right direction. Progress was made.
Changes that I speculate helped (and a lot of these weren't conscious!):
- I'm naturally better at conversation than 1-2 years ago
- multiple date locations
- lots of good persistence to her hesitations
- had legit low expectations, so didn't feel nervous
- pushed the envelope a tiny bit when incorporating touch
- my outfit happened to be a little sexier than what I wore on most dates mentioned in this journal
Had a decent date yesterday. We met at a park and walked around for a bit. Then I was able to convince her to stick around for some food. We went and got drive through, then parked and ate in the car. I tried multiple times to get her home. 'Hey let's get some takeout/drive through and we can eat at my place...' 'Hey I can show you X back at my place...' 'There's this great takeout joint by my place...' She wasn't budging. Not happening. That's why we ate in the car. She also had to get back to her kid so she had a fairly strict time limit. I got her to stay out later than what she originally planned for, but anything late night just wasn't going to happen.
I did a bunch of touching to FINALLY get some reciprocation at the very end of the date. Things definitely moved in the right direction. Just like when texting, she kept warming up little by little. Not just from the touching. You could just see throughout the date as the conversation moved along she was getting more comfortable. For instance, at the start of the date she was fairly quiet and obviously a little nervous. Toward the end she was cracking jokes too, laughing harder, and again, finally started touching back.
Overall, I'll take it. I'm disappointed it didn't lead to any results, but at the same time, it's crazy to say this: This was one of my best first dates. For those of you following my journal, you know dates have been disasters for me. Girls have just never warmed up and I've been trying to figure out why for a year or two. What makes this one of my best first dates ever is that it's one of the very few where the girl was actually warmer at the end of the date. She wasn't stuck in neutral the whole time. She trended in the right direction. Progress was made.
Changes that I speculate helped (and a lot of these weren't conscious!):
- I'm naturally better at conversation than 1-2 years ago
- multiple date locations
- lots of good persistence to her hesitations
- had legit low expectations, so didn't feel nervous
- pushed the envelope a tiny bit when incorporating touch
- my outfit happened to be a little sexier than what I wore on most dates mentioned in this journal